tuki. - 零/Zero

tuki. - 零/Zero

tuki.


saikai ga itai kurai kirai na shidai
Reunions hurt so much that I hate them—that is how things stand

  • 再会さいかい /saikai/：
    reunion; meeting again
  • 痛いたい /itai/：
    painful; emotionally painful here
  • くらい /kurai/：
    to the extent that; so ... that
  • 嫌きらい /kirai/：
    dislike; hate
  • 次第しだい /shidai/：
    circumstances; 〜な次第 means that is how matters stand
kawatte inai jibun hidoku kirai mitai
It seems I deeply hate the self that has not changed

  • 変かわっていない /kawatte inai/：
    has not changed; negative ている form of 変わる
  • 自分じぶん /jibun/：
    oneself; myself
  • 酷ひどく /hidoku/：
    terribly; intensely; adverbial form of 酷い
  • 嫌きらい /kirai/：
    dislike; hate
  • みたい /mitai/：
    seems; appears to
saikai na kokoro kakaete tsurai
It hurts to carry a heart that has fallen to the very bottom

  • 最下位さいかい /saikai/：
    lowest rank; last place, also a homophone of 再会 in the previous line
  • 心こころ /kokoro/：
    heart; mind
  • 抱かかえて /kakaete/：
    carrying; bearing; て-form of 抱える
  • 辛つらい /tsurai/：
    painful; hard to bear
mina mitai futsuu ni ikite itai
I want to live an ordinary life like everyone else

  • 皆みな /mina/：
    everyone
  • みたい /mitai/：
    like; in the same way as
  • 普通ふつう /futsuu/：
    ordinary; normal
  • 生いきていたい /ikite itai/：
    want to keep living; desiderative of the continuing form of 生きる
hikikomotta heya nozoita mado ni
In the room where I shut myself away, on the window I peered through

  • 引ひき籠こもった /hikikomotta/：
    shut oneself away; past form of 引き籠る
  • 部屋へや /heya/：
    room
  • 覗のぞいた /nozoita/：
    peered; looked through; past form of 覗く
  • 窓まど /mado/：
    window
haritsuita namida ga kooru
The tears clinging there freeze

  • 張はり付ついた /haritsuita/：
    clung; stuck fast; past form of 張り付く
  • 涙なみだ /namida/：
    tear; tears
  • 凍こおる /kooru/：
    to freeze
kusubutta kono kimochi wo dou shiyou
What should I do with these feelings smoldering inside me?

  • 燻くすぶった /kusubutta/：
    smoldered; remained pent up; past form of 燻る
  • この /kono/：
    this
  • 気持きもち /kimochi/：
    feeling; emotion
  • どうしよう /dou shiyou/：
    what should I do?; volitional form of どうする
koe ni koe ni dashite mitai
I want to try putting it into words, giving it a voice

  • 声こえに出だしてみたい /koe ni dashite mitai/：
    want to try saying aloud; 声に出す means to put into words, and てみたい expresses wanting to try
zettai reido tokasu you na netsu wo bokura
We take the heat that seems able to melt absolute zero

  • 絶対ぜったい零れい度ど /zettai reido/：
    absolute zero; the lowest possible temperature
  • 溶とかす /tokasu/：
    to melt; to dissolve something
  • ような /you na/：
    like; such as; seeming to
  • 熱ねつ /netsu/：
    heat; passion
  • 僕ぼくら /bokura/：
    we; us
butsukeatte hibana wo chirashite iru
We hurl it at each other, scattering sparks

  • ぶつけ合あって /butsukeatte/：
    striking or throwing at one another; て-form of ぶつけ合う
  • 火花ひばな /hibana/：
    spark; sparks
  • 散ちらしている /chirashite iru/：
    scattering; continuing form of 散らす
zettai reido tokasu you na
That seems able to melt absolute zero

  • 絶対ぜったい零れい度ど /zettai reido/：
    absolute zero; the lowest possible temperature
  • 溶とかす /tokasu/：
    to melt; to dissolve something
  • ような /you na/：
    like; seeming to; modifies ぬくもり in the next line
kimi no nukumori wo
Your warmth

  • 君きみ /kimi/：
    you; often used for someone close
  • ぬくもり /nukumori/：
    warmth; human warmth
motto chikaku de fureatte kanjite mitai
I want to touch each other up close and try to feel it

  • もっと /motto/：
    more; even more
  • 近ちかく /chikaku/：
    nearby; up close
  • 触ふれ合あって /fureatte/：
    touching one another; て-form of 触れ合う
  • 感かんじてみたい /kanjite mitai/：
    want to try to feel; てみたい form of 感じる
kitai shinai mirai nado dare ga mitai no sa
Who would want to see a future they have no hopes for?

  • 期待きたいしない /kitai shinai/：
    do not expect; have no hopes for; negative of 期待する
  • 未来みらい /mirai/：
    future
  • など /nado/：
    such as; a thing like, with a dismissive nuance here
  • 誰だれ /dare/：
    who
  • 見みたい /mitai/：
    want to see; desiderative form of 見る
itami wa honoo mitai tsuyoku daite
Pain is like a flame—hold it tightly

  • 痛いたみ /itami/：
    pain; hurt
  • 炎ほのお /honoo/：
    flame; blaze
  • みたい /mitai/：
    like; resembling
  • 強つよく /tsuyoku/：
    strongly; tightly; adverbial form of 強い
  • 抱だいて /daite/：
    hold; embrace; て-form of 抱く
kiratte shimatta jibun ni mo netsu wa attarou
Even the self I came to hate must have had warmth once

  • 嫌きらってしまった /kiratte shimatta/：
    came to hate; てしまった form of 嫌う, conveying completion and regret
  • 自分じぶん /jibun/：
    oneself; myself; 自分にも means even in oneself here
  • 熱ねつ /netsu/：
    heat; warmth; passion
  • あったろう /attarou/：
    contracted form of あっただろう, meaning probably or surely had
shounen no mama de otona ni nare
Become an adult while remaining a boy at heart

  • 少年しょうねん /shounen/：
    boy; youth, also symbolizing youthful spirit
  • ままで /mama de/：
    while remaining; in the same state
  • 大人おとな /otona/：
    adult
  • なれ /nare/：
    become; imperative form of なる, used as a forceful encouragement
fuan ga hidai hidoku furuete itai
Anxiety swells; I tremble terribly, and it hurts

  • 不安ふあん /fuan/：
    anxiety; unease
  • 肥大ひだい /hidai/：
    swelling; enlargement; anxiety growing out of proportion here
  • ひどく /hidoku/：
    terribly; severely; adverbial form of ひどい
  • 震ふるえて /furuete/：
    trembling; て-form of 震える
  • 痛いたい /itai/：
    painful; it hurts
sasutte ita kodoku atatametetai
I kept soothing my loneliness; I want to warm it

  • さすっていた /sasutte ita/：
    was stroking or rubbing soothingly; past progressive of さする
  • 孤独こどく /kodoku/：
    loneliness; solitude
  • 暖あたためてたい /atatametetai/：
    colloquial shortening of 暖めていたい, wanting to keep something warm
mina itai ugokenaku naru kurai
Everyone hurts—so much that they can no longer move

  • 皆みな /mina/：
    everyone
  • 痛いたい /itai/：
    painful; hurting
  • 動うごけなくなる /ugokenaku naru/：
    become unable to move; negative potential of 動く plus なる
  • くらい /kurai/：
    to the extent that; so ... that
saitei na kibun hanenokete itai
I want to keep throwing off this awful mood

  • 最低さいてい /saitei/：
    lowest; worst; awful
  • 気分きぶん /kibun/：
    mood; feeling
  • 跳はねのけていたい /hanenokete itai/：
    want to keep repelling or throwing off; continuing desiderative of 跳ねのける
fukisusabu kaze ni sakaratteku
I keep going against the fiercely blowing wind

  • 吹ふきすさぶ /fukisusabu/：
    to blow fiercely; rage, of wind
  • 風かぜ /kaze/：
    wind
  • 逆さからってく /sakaratteku/：
    colloquial shortening of 逆らっていく, to keep going against or defying
kiesou na hi wo te de oou
I cover the flame that seems about to go out with my hands

  • 消きえそうな /kiesou na/：
    seeming about to go out; そう form of 消える
  • 火ひ /hi/：
    fire; flame
  • 手て /te/：
    hand
  • 覆おおう /oou/：
    to cover; shield
shinjitai kono kimochi wo dou shiyou
What should I do with this feeling that wants to believe?

  • 信しんじたい /shinjitai/：
    want to believe; desiderative form of 信じる
  • この /kono/：
    this
  • 気持きもち /kimochi/：
    feeling; emotion
  • どうしよう /dou shiyou/：
    what should I do?; volitional form of どうする
kimi ni atte tashikametai
I want to meet you and make sure for myself

  • 君きみ /kimi/：
    you; often used for someone close
  • 会あって /atte/：
    meeting; て-form of 会う
  • 確たしかめたい /tashikametai/：
    want to confirm or make sure; desiderative of 確かめる
zenkai shoudou aoku natta netsu wo bokura
Impulse at full throttle—we take the heat that has turned blue

  • 全開ぜんかい /zenkai/：
    fully open; at full throttle
  • 衝動しょうどう /shoudou/：
    impulse; urge
  • 青あおくなった /aoku natta/：
    turned blue; 青い becomes 青くなる, here in the past form
  • 熱ねつ /netsu/：
    heat; passion
  • 僕ぼくら /bokura/：
    we; us
butsukeatte hibana wo chirashite iru
We hurl it at each other, scattering sparks

  • ぶつけ合あって /butsukeatte/：
    striking or throwing at one another; て-form of ぶつけ合う
  • 火花ひばな /hibana/：
    spark; sparks
  • 散ちらしている /chirashite iru/：
    scattering; continuing form of 散らす
zenkai shoudou osaekirenai
Impulse at full throttle—I cannot hold it all back

  • 全開ぜんかい /zenkai/：
    fully open; at full throttle
  • 衝動しょうどう /shoudou/：
    impulse; urge
  • 抑おさえきれない /osaekirenai/：
    cannot fully suppress; negative form of 抑えきる
kimi e no omoi wo
These feelings for you

  • 君きみ /kimi/：
    you; often used for someone close; 君への means for you
  • 想おもい /omoi/：
    feelings; affection; thoughts of someone
motto chikaku de fureatte tsutaete mitai
I want to touch each other up close and try to convey it

  • もっと /motto/：
    more; even more
  • 近ちかく /chikaku/：
    nearby; up close
  • 触ふれ合あって /fureatte/：
    touching one another; て-form of 触れ合う
  • 伝つたえてみたい /tsutaete mitai/：
    want to try to convey; てみたい form of 伝える
kajikanda kokoro nara
If it is a heart gone numb with cold

  • かじかんだ /kajikanda/：
    numbed or stiffened with cold; past form of かじかむ
  • 心こころ /kokoro/：
    heart; mind
  • なら /nara/：
    if it is; if that is the case
suriawasete atatameyou
Let us rub together and warm it up

  • すり合あわせて /suriawasete/：
    rubbing together; bringing into accord; て-form of すり合わせる
  • 暖あたためよう /atatameyou/：
    let us warm it; volitional form of 暖める
omoidashitakunai kizu mo kitto
Even the wounds I do not want to remember will surely...

  • 思おもい出だしたくない /omoidashitakunai/：
    do not want to remember; negative desiderative of 思い出す
  • 傷きず /kizu/：
    wound; emotional scar
  • きっと /kitto/：
    surely; certainly
te wo atete fusagu kara
Because I will press my hand to them and close them

  • 手てをあてて /te wo atete/：
    placing or pressing a hand on; て-form of 手をあてる
  • 塞ふさぐ /fusagu/：
    to block; close; seal a wound
  • から /kara/：
    because; at sentence end, it can imply reassurance
zettai reido tokasu you na netsu wo bokura
We take the heat that seems able to melt absolute zero

  • 絶対ぜったい零れい度ど /zettai reido/：
    absolute zero; the lowest possible temperature
  • 溶とかす /tokasu/：
    to melt; to dissolve something
  • ような /you na/：
    like; such as; seeming to
  • 熱ねつ /netsu/：
    heat; passion
  • 僕ぼくら /bokura/：
    we; us
butsukeatte hibana wo chirashite iru
We hurl it at each other, scattering sparks

  • ぶつけ合あって /butsukeatte/：
    striking or throwing at one another; て-form of ぶつけ合う
  • 火花ひばな /hibana/：
    spark; sparks
  • 散ちらしている /chirashite iru/：
    scattering; continuing form of 散らす
zettai reido tokasu you na
That seems able to melt absolute zero

  • 絶対ぜったい零れい度ど /zettai reido/：
    absolute zero; the lowest possible temperature
  • 溶とかす /tokasu/：
    to melt; to dissolve something
  • ような /you na/：
    like; seeming to; modifies ぬくもり in the next line
kimi no nukumori wo
Your warmth

  • 君きみ /kimi/：
    you; often used for someone close
  • ぬくもり /nukumori/：
    warmth; human warmth
motto chikaku de fureatte kanjite mitai
I want to touch each other up close and try to feel it

  • もっと /motto/：
    more; even more
  • 近ちかく /chikaku/：
    nearby; up close
  • 触ふれ合あって /fureatte/：
    touching one another; て-form of 触れ合う
  • 感かんじてみたい /kanjite mitai/：
    want to try to feel; てみたい form of 感じる
kitai shinai mirai nado dare ga mitai no sa
Who would want to see a future they have no hopes for?

  • 期待きたいしない /kitai shinai/：
    do not expect; have no hopes for; negative of 期待する
  • 未来みらい /mirai/：
    future
  • など /nado/：
    such as; a thing like, with a dismissive nuance here
  • 誰だれ /dare/：
    who
  • 見みたい /mitai/：
    want to see; desiderative form of 見る
itami wa honoo mitai tsuyoku daite
Pain is like a flame—hold it tightly

  • 痛いたみ /itami/：
    pain; hurt
  • 炎ほのお /honoo/：
    flame; blaze
  • みたい /mitai/：
    like; resembling
  • 強つよく /tsuyoku/：
    strongly; tightly; adverbial form of 強い
  • 抱だいて /daite/：
    hold; embrace; て-form of 抱く
kiratte shimatta jibun ni mo netsu wa attarou
Even the self I came to hate must have had warmth once

  • 嫌きらってしまった /kiratte shimatta/：
    came to hate; てしまった form of 嫌う, conveying completion and regret
  • 自分じぶん /jibun/：
    oneself; myself; 自分にも means even in oneself here
  • 熱ねつ /netsu/：
    heat; warmth; passion
  • あったろう /attarou/：
    contracted form of あっただろう, meaning probably or surely had
shounen no mama de otona ni nare
Become an adult while remaining a boy at heart

  • 少年しょうねん /shounen/：
    boy; youth, also symbolizing youthful spirit
  • ままで /mama de/：
    while remaining; in the same state
  • 大人おとな /otona/：
    adult
  • なれ /nare/：
    become; imperative form of なる, used as a forceful encouragement