itami no kazu dake
痛みの数だけ
For every pain
痛み /itami/:
pain; suffering (noun derived from 痛い)
数 /kazu/:
number; amount
~だけ /dake/:
as many as; for each; to the extent of
sore wa, boku no joumyaku wo toori
それは、僕の静脈を通り
It passes through my veins
それ /sore/:
that; it, referring here to the pain
僕 /boku/:
I; me, commonly used by males
通り /toori/:
passing through (dictionary form: 通る; continuative form)
shinzou wo toppa shite
心臓を突破して
Breaking through my heart
突破して /toppa shite/:
breaking through (dictionary form: 突破する; て-form)
wasureta koro, toutatsu
忘れた頃、到達
By the time I have forgotten, it arrives
忘れた /wasureta/:
forgot; have forgotten (dictionary form: 忘れる)
頃 /koro/:
time; around when (verb past form + 頃 means 'when')
到達 /toutatsu/:
arrival; reaching (する is omitted here)
nou ni
脳に
In my brain
脳 /nou/:
brain; with the previous line, 'reaches the brain'
maa tsuraku wa nai ga
まぁ辛くはないが
Well, it is not exactly painful, but
辛くはないが /tsuraku wa nai ga/:
is not exactly painful, but (dictionary form: 辛い; contrasted negative + concessive が)
kono chiisa na, kono chiisa na
この小さな、この小さな
This little, this little
この /kono/:
this; used before a noun
小さな /chiisa na/:
small; little, used before a noun
uramiwabi no sukima kaze wa
うらみわびの隙間風は
This draft of resentment and apology
うらみわび /uramiwabi/:
a poetic combination of resentment (恨み) and apology (詫び)
隙間風 /sukima kaze/:
a draft through a gap; figuratively, a small but chilling emotion
yurushite kure
許してくれ
Please forgive me
許してくれ /yurushite kure/:
please forgive me (許す in て-form + the direct request pattern ~てくれ)
kono fugai nai
この不甲斐ない
This pathetic
この /kono/:
this; used before a noun
不甲斐ない /fugai nai/:
pathetic; disappointing; good-for-nothing
boku no kotoba mo namida mo zenbu
僕の言葉も涙も全部
All of my words and my tears
僕 /boku/:
I; me, commonly used by males
言葉 /kotoba/:
words; language
~も~も /mo mo/:
both ... and ...
全部 /zenbu/:
all; everything
kibun shidai de haeta hane datte
気分次第で生えた羽だって
Even the wings that grew according to my mood
気分 /kibun/:
mood; feeling; condition
次第 /shidai/:
depending on; determined by
生えた /haeta/:
grew; sprouted (dictionary form: 生える; modifies 羽)
だって /datte/:
even; also, when attached to a noun
ima wa se de ukete oku yo zenbu
今は背で受けておくよ全部
For now, I will take it all upon my back
今 /ima/:
now; the present
背 /se/:
back; also, height
受けておく /ukete oku/:
to take or bear for now/in preparation (受ける + ~ておく)
全部 /zenbu/:
all; everything
sore ja mata
それじゃまた
Well then, see you again
それじゃ /sore ja/:
well then; in that case, a casual form of それでは
また /mata/:
again; in this phrase, 'see you again'
koko ni oite iku kara zenbu
ここに置いていくから全部
Because I will leave everything here
置いていく /oite iku/:
to leave behind and go (置く + ~ていく)
~から /kara/:
because; since
全部 /zenbu/:
all; everything
kowaku nai
怖くない
I am not afraid
怖くない /kowaku nai/:
not afraid; not scary (negative form of 怖い)
kono sora e
この空へ
Into this sky
この /kono/:
this; used before a noun
空 /sora/:
sky; へ marks movement toward it
kaze ni nabiku hane ni
風に靡く羽に
The wings streaming in the wind
靡く /nabiku/:
to stream or flutter in the wind; modifies 羽
羽 /hane/:
feather; wing; connects to 従って in the next line
hora shitagatte
ほら従って
Now, follow them
従って /shitagatte/:
follow; obey (dictionary form: 従う; て-form used as an invitation or instruction)
kotoba no kazu dake
言葉の数だけ
For every word
言葉 /kotoba/:
words; language
数 /kazu/:
number; amount
~だけ /dake/:
as many as; for each; to the extent of
sore wa, anata no shinkei wo toori
それは、あなたの神経を通り
It passes through your nerves
それ /sore/:
that; it, referring here to the words
神経 /shinkei/:
nerve; nerves
通り /toori/:
passing through (dictionary form: 通る; continuative form)
noukan wo toppa shite
脳幹を突破して
Breaking through the brain stem
脳幹 /noukan/:
brain stem
突破して /toppa shite/:
breaking through (dictionary form: 突破する; て-form)
wasureta koro, toutatsu
忘れた頃、到達
By the time you have forgotten, it arrives
忘れた /wasureta/:
forgot; have forgotten (dictionary form: 忘れる)
頃 /koro/:
time; around when (verb past form + 頃 means 'when')
到達 /toutatsu/:
arrival; reaching (する is omitted here)
hitomi ni
瞳に
In your eyes
瞳 /hitomi/:
pupil; eye; with the previous line, 'reaches the eyes'
saredo imeeji shita no wa
されどイメージしたのは
And yet, what I imagined was
されど /saredo/:
however; and yet, a literary conjunction
イメージした /imeeji shita/:
imagined; visualized (from English 'image'; past form of イメージする)
~したのは /shita no wa/:
the nominalizing の plus topic marker は: 'what ... was'
hikari tobichitta sanaka
光飛び散った最中
In the midst of light scattering everywhere
光 /hikari/:
light; radiance
飛び
散った /tobichitta/:
scattered in all directions (dictionary form: 飛び散る; past form)
最中 /sanaka/:
in the midst of; right in the middle of, read sanaka here
ate wa nai koto wo
当てはないことを
That I have no destination
当て /ate/:
aim; expectation; clue
当てはない /ate wa nai/:
to have no destination, prospect, or clue
こと /koto/:
thing; a nominalizer, connecting the clause to 許してくれ
yurushite kure
許してくれ
Please forgive me
許してくれ /yurushite kure/:
please forgive me (許す in て-form + the direct request pattern ~てくれ)
kono fugai nai
この不甲斐ない
This pathetic
この /kono/:
this; used before a noun
不甲斐ない /fugai nai/:
pathetic; disappointing; good-for-nothing
boku no kotoba mo namida mo zenbu
僕の言葉も涙も全部
All of my words and my tears
僕 /boku/:
I; me, commonly used by males
言葉 /kotoba/:
words; language
~も~も /mo mo/:
both ... and ...
全部 /zenbu/:
all; everything
mukai kaze uketa hane datte
向かい風受けた羽だって
Even the wings battered by a headwind
向かい
風 /mukai kaze/:
headwind; figuratively, adverse circumstances
受けた /uketa/:
received; was exposed to (dictionary form: 受ける; past form)
だって /datte/:
even; also, when attached to a noun
ima wa se de ukete oku yo zenbu
今は背で受けておくよ全部
For now, I will take it all upon my back
今 /ima/:
now; the present
背 /se/:
back; also, height
受けておく /ukete oku/:
to take or bear for now/in preparation (受ける + ~ておく)
全部 /zenbu/:
all; everything
sore ja mata
それじゃまた
Well then, see you again
それじゃ /sore ja/:
well then; in that case, a casual form of それでは
また /mata/:
again; in this phrase, 'see you again'
koko ni oite iku kara zenbu
ここに置いていくから全部
Because I will leave everything here
置いていく /oite iku/:
to leave behind and go (置く + ~ていく)
~から /kara/:
because; since
全部 /zenbu/:
all; everything
kowaku nai
怖くない
I am not afraid
怖くない /kowaku nai/:
not afraid; not scary (negative form of 怖い)
kono sora e
この空へ
Into this sky
この /kono/:
this; used before a noun
空 /sora/:
sky; へ marks movement toward it
kaze ni nabiku hane ni
風に靡く羽に
With the wings streaming in the wind
靡く /nabiku/:
to stream or flutter in the wind; modifies 羽
sono ussou to shigeru hyourou to tairo
その鬱蒼としげる兵糧と退路
Those densely overgrown provisions and escape routes
その /sono/:
that; used before a noun
鬱蒼と /ussou to/:
thickly; densely overgrown
しげる /shigeru/:
to grow thickly; to flourish, usually written 茂る
兵糧 /hyourou/:
military provisions; figuratively, supplies for moving forward
退路 /tairo/:
escape route; path of retreat
ganzen ga seikai ja nai yo
眼前が正解じゃ無いよ
What lies before your eyes is not the right answer
眼前 /ganzen/:
before one's eyes; right in front
正解 /seikai/:
correct answer; right choice
じゃ
無い /ja nai/:
is not; じゃ is a casual contraction of では
surikireru toppuu ga kairou
擦り切れる突風が解廊
The wearing gust becomes a corridor of release
擦り
切れる /surikireru/:
to wear through; to become frayed or exhausted
突風 /toppuu/:
sudden gust; squall
解廊 /kairou/:
a coined spelling sounding like 回廊 (corridor), with 解 suggesting release, resolution, or an answer
boku no unmei wo mae ni
僕の運命を前に
With my destiny before me
僕 /boku/:
I; me, commonly used by males
運命 /unmei/:
fate; destiny
~を
前に /wo mae ni/:
facing ...; before ...; the phrase continues into the next line
boku ga surechigatte shimau mae ni
僕がすれ違ってしまう前に
Before I end up passing it by
僕 /boku/:
I; me, commonly used by males
すれ
違って /surechigatte/:
passing by; missing each other (dictionary form: すれ違う; て-form)
~てしまう /te shimau/:
to end up doing; often conveys completion or regret
前に /mae ni/:
before; used after a dictionary-form verb
kono fugai nai
この不甲斐ない
This pathetic
この /kono/:
this; used before a noun
不甲斐ない /fugai nai/:
pathetic; disappointing; good-for-nothing
boku no kotoba mo namida mo zenbu
僕の言葉も涙も全部
All of my words and my tears
僕 /boku/:
I; me, commonly used by males
言葉 /kotoba/:
words; language
~も~も /mo mo/:
both ... and ...
全部 /zenbu/:
all; everything
kibun shidai de haeta hane datte
気分次第で生えた羽だって
Even the wings that grew according to my mood
気分 /kibun/:
mood; feeling; condition
次第 /shidai/:
depending on; determined by
生えた /haeta/:
grew; sprouted (dictionary form: 生える; modifies 羽)
だって /datte/:
even; also, when attached to a noun
demo boku no tsubasa da yo zenbu
でも僕の翼だよ全部
But every one of them is my own wing
僕 /boku/:
I; me, commonly used by males
翼 /tsubasa/:
wing; often figuratively, the power to fly or seek freedom
全部 /zenbu/:
all; every one, added here for emphasis
sore ja mata
それじゃまた
Well then, see you again
それじゃ /sore ja/:
well then; in that case, a casual form of それでは
また /mata/:
again; in this phrase, 'see you again'
zutto wasurenai
ずっと忘れない
I will never forget
ずっと /zutto/:
always; all along; by far
忘れない /wasurenai/:
will not forget (negative form of 忘れる)
nokinami zenbu
軒並み全部
Every last one, all of it
軒並み /nokinami/:
across the board; without exception; also, rows of houses
全部 /zenbu/:
all; everything, reinforcing 軒並み
kowaku nai, kono yozora de
怖くない、この夜空で
I am not afraid, here in this night sky
怖くない /kowaku nai/:
not afraid; not scary (negative form of 怖い)
この /kono/:
this; used before a noun
夜空 /yozora/:
night sky; で marks the setting of the action
asu wo mezasu
明日を目指す
Aiming for tomorrow
明日 /asu/:
tomorrow, read asu here for a more literary tone
目指す /mezasu/:
to aim for; to head toward
asayake ni
朝焼けに
Toward the morning glow
朝焼け /asayake/:
morning glow; the reddened sky around sunrise; connects to the next line
hora, tsuranatte
ほら、連なって
See, join together in a line
連なって /tsuranatte/:
forming a line; stretching in a series (dictionary form: 連なる; て-form)