Mrs. GREEN APPLE - 天国/Heaven
moshimo
もしも
If only...
もしも /moshimo/:
if; supposing
boku dake no sekai naraba sou
僕だけの世界ならば そう
If this were a world that belonged only to me, yes
僕 /boku/:
I; me, commonly used by males
ならば /naraba/:
if it is; formal conditional form of なら
dareka wo uramu koto nante
誰かを恨むことなんて
Something like resenting someone
誰か /dareka/:
someone; somebody
恨む /uramu/:
to resent; to hold a grudge against
こと /koto/:
thing; nominalizes the preceding verb
なんて /nante/:
something like; adds dismissal, surprise, or emphasis
shiranaide sunda noni doushitemo
知らないで済んだのに どうしても
I could have gotten by without ever knowing, and yet, no matter what...
知らないで /shiranaide/:
from 知る; without knowing
済んだ /sunda/:
past form of 済む; managed to get by; ~ないで済む means to avoid having to do something
のに /noni/:
although; even though; expresses contrast or regret
どうしても /doushitemo/:
no matter what; by any means; often used with a negative
doushitemo
どうしても
No matter what
どうしても /doushitemo/:
no matter what; by any means
anata no koto ga yurusenai
貴方の事が許せない
I cannot forgive you
貴方 /anata/:
you; a literary kanji spelling
事 /koto/:
matter; in 人+のこと, everything concerning that person
許せない /yurusenai/:
negative potential of 許す; cannot forgive or allow
yoru wa tada nagai
夜は ただ永い
The night is simply endless
永い /nagai/:
long; written with 永 to emphasize enduring time
hito wa sutekirenai
人は 捨てきれない
People cannot completely let go
人 /hito/:
person; people
捨てきれない /sutekirenai/:
from 捨てる; ~きる means to do completely, so the negative means unable to discard completely
migurushii ne
見苦しいね
How unsightly
見苦しい /migurushii/:
unsightly; disgraceful
kono go ni oyonde nao
この期に及んで 尚
Even at this late stage, still...
この
期に
及んで /kono go ni oyonde/:
at this late stage; even now that things have come to this
尚 /nao/:
still; yet; furthermore
asahi ni kokoro ugoite iru
朝日に心動いている
My heart is still moved by the morning sun
朝日 /asahi/:
morning sun
心 /kokoro/:
heart; mind; feelings
心動いている /kokoro ugoite iru/:
from 心動く; to be emotionally moved; ~ている marks an ongoing state
dakishimete shimattara
抱きしめてしまったら
If I end up embracing you
抱きしめる /dakishimeru/:
to embrace tightly
~てしまったら /te shimattara/:
~てしまう marks completion or regret, plus conditional たら: if one ends up doing...
mou saigo
もう最期
Then it will all be over
もう /mou/:
already; any more; here, beyond recovery
最期 /saigo/:
one's final moments; the very end, often implying death
shinjite shimatta watashi no shirosa wo nikumu no
信じてしまった私の白さを憎むの
I hate the innocence in me that ended up believing you
信じてしまった /shinjite shimatta/:
from 信じる; ~てしまった means ended up doing it, often with regret
白さ /shirosa/:
from 白い plus nominalizing ~さ; whiteness, figuratively innocence or purity
憎む /nikumu/:
to hate; to detest
anata wo suki de ita ano hibi ga nani yori mo
あなたを好きでいたあの日々が何よりも
Those days when I loved you, more than anything...
好きでいた /suki de ita/:
from 好きだ; remained in love with; kept liking
あの /ano/:
that; those, referring to something distant or remembered
日々 /hibi/:
days; daily life
何よりも /nani yori mo/:
more than anything; above all
taisetsu de itoshikute itakute mijime
大切で愛しくて痛くて惨め
Precious, beloved, painful, and wretched
大切で /taisetsu de/:
from 大切だ; precious; important; connective form
愛しくて /itoshikute/:
te-form of 愛しい; dear; beloved
痛くて /itakute/:
te-form of 痛い; painful
惨め /mijime/:
miserable; wretched
moshimo
もしも
If only...
もしも /moshimo/:
if; supposing
ano koro, ohisama wo abita futon ni
あの頃、お日様を浴びた布団に
Back then, in bedding warmed by the sunlight
あの
頃 /ano koro/:
back then; at that time
お
日様 /ohisama/:
the sun; an affectionate, childlike expression
浴びた /abita/:
past form of 浴びる; was exposed to; bathed in
布団 /futon/:
Japanese bedding; futon
kurumaru kenage na kimi ga
包まる健気な君が
You, so brave and dear, wrapped up in it
包まる /kurumaru/:
to wrap oneself up; to be bundled in
健気 /kenage/:
brave and admirable; touchingly devoted
君 /kimi/:
you; used toward someone close
sono mama de ite kurereba
そのままで居てくれれば
If only you had stayed just as you were
そのまま /sono mama/:
just as it is; unchanged
居て /ite/:
te-form of 居る; to be; to stay
~てくれれば /te kurereba/:
conditional of ~てくれる; if someone would do ... for me
dorehodo
どれほど
How very...
どれほど /dorehodo/:
how much; to what extent
dorehodo yokatta no ka
どれほど良かったのか
How wonderful that would have been
どれほど /dorehodo/:
how much; to what extent
良かった /yokatta/:
past form of 良い; was good; would have been good
~のか /no ka/:
nominalizes the clause and marks a question; here an emotional indirect question
mou shiru yoshi mo nai
もう知る由もない
There is no longer any way to know
もう /mou/:
already; no longer
知る /shiru/:
to know; to learn
由 /yoshi/:
means; reason; ~由もない means there is no way to...
~
由もない /yoshi mo nai/:
there is no way to...
aa mata ohana wo tsunde
あぁ またお花を摘んで
Ah, picking flowers again
お
花 /ohana/:
flower; お adds politeness or affection
摘んで /tsunde/:
te-form of 摘む; to pick; to pluck
te to te wo awasete
手と手を合わせて
Putting my hands together
手を
合わせる /te wo awaseru/:
to put one's hands together in prayer
mou sugu sochira ni yuku kara ne
もうすぐ其方に往くからね
I'll be going to where you are very soon
もうすぐ /mou sugu/:
very soon; shortly
其方 /sochira/:
there; where you are; a literary kanji spelling
往く /yuku/:
to go; to depart; 往 can suggest journeying onward or toward death
kokoro ni uji ga waite mo
心に蛆が湧いても
Even if maggots breed in my heart
心 /kokoro/:
heart; mind
湧いても /waite mo/:
from 湧く; to spring up or breed; ~ても means even if
mada kaori wa shite iru
まだ香りはしている
The fragrance still lingers
香り /kaori/:
fragrance; scent
香りがする /kaori ga suru/:
to smell fragrant; している indicates the scent continues
ano hi no nukumori wo
あの日の温もりを
The warmth of that day
温もり /nukumori/:
warmth; human warmth or affection
minikuku aishiteru
醜く愛してる
I love it in an ugly, twisted way
醜く /minikuku/:
adverbial form of 醜い; uglily; hideously
愛してる /aishiteru/:
colloquial contraction of 愛している; to love
dou sureba ii?
どうすればいい?
What should I do?
どうする /dou suru/:
what to do; how to act
~ばいい /ba ii/:
should; it would be good if; in a question, what should one do
tada, tomosureba mou
ただ、ともすれば もう
But, at the slightest turn, already...
ただ /tada/:
just; merely; however
ともすれば /tomosureba/:
apt to; liable to; at the slightest chance
shuuaku na osen no ichibu
醜悪な汚染の一部
Part of this hideous contamination
醜悪 /shuuaku/:
ugly; hideous; repulsive
汚染 /osen/:
pollution; contamination
一部 /ichibu/:
one part; a portion
nara, dou sureba ii?
なら、どうすればいい?
If so, what should I do?
なら /nara/:
if so; if that is the case
どうする /dou suru/:
what to do; how to act
~ばいい /ba ii/:
should; in a question, what should one do
isso wasurechaeba ii?
いっそ忘れちゃえばいい?
Would it be better to just forget it all?
いっそ /isso/:
rather; might as well; simply
忘れちゃえば /wasurechaeba/:
colloquial form of 忘れてしまえば; if one simply or completely forgets
~ばいい /ba ii/:
it would be good if; asks whether one should do so
sou da ie ni kaette kisu shiyou
そうだ 家に帰ってキスしよう
That's it—let's go home and kiss
帰って /kaette/:
te-form of 帰る; to return; to go home
キスしよう /kisu shiyou/:
volitional form of キスする, from English 「kiss」; let's kiss; I will kiss
dou sureba ii? wo
どうすればいい?を
This 「What should I do?」
どうすればいい /dou sureba ii/:
what should I do; the whole question is treated as a noun and becomes the next line's object
dou sureba ii?
どうすればいい?
What should I do with it?
どうする /dou suru/:
what to do; with the previous line, what to do with this very question
~ばいい /ba ii/:
should; in a question, what should one do
kusatte shimau kono mi wo
腐ってしまうこの身を
This body of mine that will rot away
腐ってしまう /kusatte shimau/:
from 腐る; to rot; ~てしまう marks an eventual, irreversible result
kazatte kudasai
飾ってください
Please adorn it
飾って /kazatte/:
te-form of 飾る; to decorate; to adorn
~てください /te kudasai/:
please do...; a polite request
watashi no koto dake wa wasurenaide
私のことだけは忘れないで
Just don't forget me
~のこと /no koto/:
everything about...; the person in question
だけ /dake/:
only; at least; emphasized with は
忘れないで /wasurenaide/:
from 忘れる; don't forget; ないで forms a negative request
dakishimete shimattara
抱きしめてしまったら
If I end up embracing you
抱きしめる /dakishimeru/:
to embrace tightly
~てしまったら /te shimattara/:
~てしまう marks completion or regret, plus conditional たら: if one ends up doing...
mou saigo
もう最期
Then it will all be over
もう /mou/:
already; here, beyond recovery
最期 /saigo/:
one's final moments; the very end
shinjite shimatta watashi no shirosa wo nikumu no
信じてしまった私の白さを憎むの
I hate the innocence in me that ended up believing you
信じてしまった /shinjite shimatta/:
from 信じる; ended up believing, often with regret
白さ /shirosa/:
from 白い plus nominalizing ~さ; innocence or purity
憎む /nikumu/:
to hate; to detest
anata wo suki de ita ano hibi ga nani yori mo
あなたを好きでいたあの日々が何よりも
Those days when I loved you, more than anything...
好きでいた /suki de ita/:
from 好きだ; remained in love with
あの /ano/:
that; those, referring to something remembered
日々 /hibi/:
days; daily life
何よりも /nani yori mo/:
more than anything; above all
taisetsu de itoshikute itakute mijime
大切で愛しくて痛くて惨め
Precious, beloved, painful, and wretched
大切で /taisetsu de/:
from 大切だ; precious; important; connective form
愛しくて /itoshikute/:
te-form of 愛しい; dear; beloved
痛くて /itakute/:
te-form of 痛い; painful
惨め /mijime/:
miserable; wretched
aa mata ohana wo tsunde
あぁ またお花を摘んで
Ah, picking flowers again
お
花 /ohana/:
flower; お adds politeness or affection
摘んで /tsunde/:
te-form of 摘む; to pick; to pluck
te to te wo awasete
手と手を合わせて
Putting my hands together
手を
合わせる /te wo awaseru/:
to put one's hands together in prayer
mou sugu sochira ni yuku kara ne
もうすぐ其方に往くからね
I'll be going to where you are very soon
もうすぐ /mou sugu/:
very soon; shortly
其方 /sochira/:
there; where you are; a literary kanji spelling
往く /yuku/:
to go; to depart; 往 can suggest journeying onward or toward death
kokoro ni uji ga waite mo
心に蛆が湧いても
Even if maggots breed in my heart
心 /kokoro/:
heart; mind
湧いても /waite mo/:
from 湧く; to spring up or breed; ~ても means even if
mada kaori wa shite iru
まだ香りはしている
The fragrance still lingers
香り /kaori/:
fragrance; scent
香りがする /kaori ga suru/:
to smell fragrant; している indicates the scent continues
ano hi no nukumori wo
あの日の温もりを
The warmth of that day
温もり /nukumori/:
warmth; human warmth or affection
minikuku aishiteru
醜く愛してる
I love it in an ugly, twisted way
醜く /minikuku/:
adverbial form of 醜い; uglily; hideously
愛してる /aishiteru/:
colloquial contraction of 愛している; to love
aa tenshi no waraigoe de
あぁ 天使の笑い声で
Ah, by an angel's laughter
天使 /tenshi/:
angel; figuratively, an innocent and lovely person
笑い
声 /waraigoe/:
laughter; laughing voice
kyou mo ikasarete iru
今日も生かされている
It keeps me alive today as well
生かされている /ikasarete iru/:
passive form of 生かす; to be kept alive; to be given a reason to live
mou sugu kochira ni kuru koro ne
もうすぐ此方に来る頃ね
It should soon be time for you to come here
もうすぐ /mou sugu/:
very soon; shortly
此方 /kochira/:
here; where I am; a literary kanji spelling
頃 /koro/:
time; around the time
ano koro no mama no kimi ni
あの頃のままの君に
With you, still just as you were back then
あの
頃 /ano koro/:
back then; at that time
~のまま /no mama/:
remaining in the state of...; just as...
君 /kimi/:
you; used toward someone close
mata deaeta to shite
また出会えたとして
Even if I were able to meet you again
出会えた /deaeta/:
past potential form of 出会う; was able to meet
~たとして /ta to shite/:
even if; supposing that...
kondo wa chanto te wo nigiru kara ne
今度はちゃんと手を握るからね
Next time, I'll be sure to hold your hand
今度 /kondo/:
this time; next time; here, next time
ちゃんと /chanto/:
properly; surely; reliably
握る /nigiru/:
to grasp; to hold
から /kara/:
because; sentence-finally, gives an assurance or promise