Ayase - ラストリゾート/Last Resort

Ayase - ラストリゾート/Last Resort

Ayase


kushakusha no atama no naka de kangaeteru
I'm thinking inside my jumbled-up head

  • 頭あたまの中なか /atama no naka/：
    inside one's head; in one's mind
  • 考かんがえてる /kangaeteru/：
    am thinking (from 考かんがえる; colloquial contraction of 考えている)
juuyoji sugi ni hiraita me ga boyaketeru
The eyes I opened after two in the afternoon are still blurry

  • 十四時過じゅうよじすぎ /juuyoji sugi/：
    after two o'clock; 〜過ぎ means past a certain time
  • 開ひらいた /hiraita/：
    opened (original form: 開ひらく)
  • 目め /me/：
    eye
  • ぼやけてる /boyaketeru/：
    is blurry (from ぼやける; colloquial contraction of ぼやけている)
aa mata yatte kita kyou ni shitauchi wo shite
Once again, I click my tongue at the day that has arrived

  • やって来きた /yatte kita/：
    came; arrived (original form: やって来くる)
  • 今日きょう /kyou/：
    today
  • 舌打したうちをして /shitauchi wo shite/：
    clicking one's tongue in annoyance (original form: 舌打したうちをする)
hajimaru boku no saishuu enmoku
My final performance begins

  • 始はじまる /hajimaru/：
    to begin
  • 僕ぼく /boku/：
    I; a first-person pronoun commonly used by males
  • 最終演目さいしゅうえんもく /saishuu enmoku/：
    final performance; last act
yonjuuni do tameiki to sumooku
Forty-two degrees, sighs and smoke

  • 四十二度よんじゅうにど /yonjuuni do/：
    forty-two degrees; 度 is the counter for temperature or angles
  • 溜息ためいき /tameiki/：
    sigh
  • スモーク /sumooku/：
    smoke (English: smoke)
aa rinsuu kireteta nda
Ah, I had run out of conditioner

  • リンスー /rinsuu/：
    hair conditioner; usually written リンス (English: rinse)
  • 切きれてた /kireteta/：
    had run out (from 切きれる; colloquial contraction of 切れていた)
  • んだ /nda/：
    explanatory or emphatic ending; contraction of のだ
sentaku mo tamatteta nda
The laundry had piled up too

  • 洗濯せんたく /sentaku/：
    laundry; washing clothes
  • 溜たまってた /tamatteta/：
    had piled up (from 溜たまる; colloquial contraction of 溜まっていた)
  • んだ /nda/：
    explanatory or emphatic ending; contraction of のだ
maa mou ikka
Well, whatever, I guess

  • もう /mou/：
    already; here it conveys giving up on caring
  • いっか /ikka/：
    colloquial contraction of いいか, meaning 「whatever」 or 「I guess it's fine」
semaku natta beranda no you da
It's like a balcony that has grown cramped

  • 狭せまくなった /semaku natta/：
    became narrow or cramped (from 狭せまい; adjective stem + くなる means to become)
  • ベランダ /beranda/：
    balcony; veranda (English: veranda)
  • 様ようだ /you da/：
    is like; seems as though, expressing comparison or conjecture
gomi tame no you da sore ga boku datta
Like a garbage dump—that was me

  • ゴミ溜ため /gomi tame/：
    garbage dump; trash heap
  • 様ようだ /you da/：
    is like; expresses a comparison
  • それ /sore/：
    that; here referring to the garbage-dump-like state
  • 僕ぼく /boku/：
    I; a first-person pronoun commonly used by males
  • だった /datta/：
    was; past form of the copula だ
saa
Come on
doko made datte ikou ka
Shall we go, no matter how far?

  • 何処どこ /doko/：
    where
  • までだって /made datte/：
    even as far as; with an interrogative, emphasizes 「no matter where」
  • 行いこうか /ikou ka/：
    shall we go? (from 行いく; volitional + か makes a suggestion or self-directed question)
aa koko made datte waratta
Ah, I laughed and said, 「This is as far as I go」

  • 此処ここ /koko/：
    here; this place
  • 此処ここまで /koko made/：
    up to here; also, to have reached the end
  • 笑わらった /waratta/：
    laughed (original form: 笑わらう)
nigeba no nai sekai de touhikou
An escape through a world with nowhere to flee

  • 逃にげ場ば /nigeba/：
    place to escape to; refuge
  • ない /nai/：
    not present; nonexistent
  • 世界せかい /sekai/：
    world
  • 逃避行とうひこう /touhikou/：
    flight; escape journey
osore wa nai na mou nai na
There is no fear—none anymore

  • 恐おそれ /osore/：
    fear; also, possibility or risk
  • ない /nai/：
    there is not; nonexistent
  • もう /mou/：
    anymore; with a negative expression, 「no longer」
aruki tsukareta tokoro de
When I've grown tired of walking

  • 歩あるき疲つかれた /aruki tsukareta/：
    grew tired from walking (from 歩あるき疲つかれる; verb stem + 疲れる means to tire from doing something)
  • ところで /tokoro de/：
    at the point when; here it links to ending things once that point is reached
owari ni shiyou ka
Shall we bring it to an end?

  • 終おわり /owari/：
    end; conclusion
  • 終おわりにする /owari ni suru/：
    to bring something to an end
  • しようか /shiyou ka/：
    shall we do it? (from する; volitional + か makes a suggestion or self-directed question)
itoshikute tamaranai kara tte
Even if you say it's because you love me unbearably

  • 愛いとしくて /itoshikute/：
    dear and beloved; て-form of 愛いとしい linking to what follows
  • たまらない /tamaranai/：
    unbearable; 〜てたまらない means an emotion or sensation is overwhelming
  • からって /kara tte/：
    just because; colloquial contraction of からといって, often implying that the reason does not justify what follows
kainarashi sugite gyutto
Taming me too much, then tightly...

  • 飼かいならし過すぎて /kainarashi sugite/：
    taming too much (from 飼かいならす; verb stem + 過ぎる means to do excessively)
te wo tsunaida mama no taida ga
The indolence of keeping our hands joined

  • 手て /te/：
    hand
  • 繋つないだ /tsunaida/：
    joined; held (original form: 繋つなぐ)
  • まま /mama/：
    while remaining in a state; verb past form + まま means leaving the state unchanged
  • 怠惰たいだ /taida/：
    indolence; laziness
kocchi wo mite waratta
It looked this way and laughed

  • こっち /kocchi/：
    this way; casual form of こちら
  • 見みて /mite/：
    looking (from 見みる; て-form links to the next action)
  • 笑わらった /waratta/：
    laughed (original form: 笑わらう)
konna mon sa to nando mo waratta
Again and again, it laughed, saying, 「That's just how it is」

  • こんなもん /konna mon/：
    this sort of thing; that's how it is, casual form of こんなもの
  • 何度なんども /nando mo/：
    many times; over and over
  • 笑わらった /waratta/：
    laughed (original form: 笑わらう)
awaremu you na tooi me de
With a distant gaze that seemed to pity me

  • 憐あわれむ /awaremu/：
    to pity; to feel compassion for
  • ような /you na/：
    like; seeming, placed before a noun to express resemblance
  • 遠とおい /tooi/：
    distant; here also emotionally remote or faraway
  • 目め /me/：
    eye; gaze
saa
Come on
doko made datte ikou ka
Shall we go, no matter how far?

  • 何処どこ /doko/：
    where
  • までだって /made datte/：
    even as far as; with an interrogative, emphasizes 「no matter where」
  • 行いこうか /ikou ka/：
    shall we go? (from 行いく; volitional + か makes a suggestion or self-directed question)
aa koko made datte wakatta
Ah, I understood that this was as far as it went

  • 此処ここ /koko/：
    here; this place
  • 此処ここまで /koko made/：
    up to here; also, to have reached the end
  • 分わかった /wakatta/：
    understood; realized (original form: 分わかる)
yukiba no nai sekai ni hanataba wo
A bouquet for a world with nowhere to go

  • 行ゆき場ば /yukiba/：
    place to go; destination
  • 無ない /nai/：
    not present; nonexistent
  • 世界せかい /sekai/：
    world
  • 花束はなたば /hanataba/：
    bouquet
nandemo ii yo mou ii yo
Anything is fine; I've had enough

  • 何なんでも /nandemo/：
    anything; whatever
  • いい /ii/：
    good; fine; depending on context, 「it doesn't matter」 or 「enough」
  • もういい /mou ii/：
    that's enough; no more is needed
miwatasu kagiri boku dake okizari mitai da
As far as I can see, it seems I'm the only one left behind

  • 見渡みわたす /miwatasu/：
    to look out over; to survey
  • 限かぎり /kagiri/：
    as far as; 「見渡す限り」 means as far as the eye can see
  • 僕ぼく /boku/：
    I; a first-person pronoun commonly used by males
  • だけ /dake/：
    only; just
  • 置おき去ざり /okizari/：
    being left behind; abandonment
  • みたいだ /mitai da/：
    seems like; a casual expression of resemblance or conjecture
aa sanzan datte nageita mou nankai datte ureita
Ah, I lamented that it was awful and grieved over it countless times

  • 散々さんざん /sanzan/：
    awful; miserable; also, thoroughly or severely
  • だって /datte/：
    quotative, equivalent to と; here it marks what was lamented as 「awful」
  • 嘆なげいた /nageita/：
    lamented; grieved (original form: 嘆なげく)
  • 何回なんかいだって /nankai datte/：
    no matter how many times; interrogative + だって means any or every
  • 憂うれいた /ureita/：
    grieved; worried (original form: 憂うれう)
atena no nai tasuke wa todokazu ni
The plea for help with no addressee never arrived

  • 宛名あてな /atena/：
    addressee's name and address
  • 無ない /nai/：
    not present; nonexistent
  • 助たすけ /tasuke/：
    help; aid; in context, a plea for help
  • 届とどかずに /todokazu ni/：
    without reaching or being delivered (from 届とどく; ずに means without doing the preceding action)
nannimo nai yo mou nai yo
There is nothing—nothing left anymore

  • 何なんにも /nannimo/：
    anything; with a negative expression, 「nothing」
  • 無ない /nai/：
    there is not; nonexistent
  • もう /mou/：
    anymore; with a negative expression, 「no longer」
naguri tsuraneta kotoba to
Together with the words I strung together like blows

  • 殴なぐり連つらねた /naguri tsuraneta/：
    strung together like repeated blows (a poetic combination of 殴なぐる, to hit, and 連つらねる, to string together)
  • 言葉ことば /kotoba/：
    words; language
owari ni ikou ka
Shall we go toward the end?

  • 終おわり /owari/：
    end; final point
  • 行いこうか /ikou ka/：
    shall we go? (from 行いく; volitional + か makes a suggestion or self-directed question)
aa kore de yokatta nda tte
Ah, telling myself, 「This was for the best」

  • これで /kore de/：
    with this; this way, indicating a result under the present state
  • よかった /yokatta/：
    was good; past form of いい, often meaning 「this was for the best」 or 「thank goodness」
  • んだって /nda tte/：
    casual form of のだ + って; んだ adds explanation or emphasis and って marks a quotation
sou nando mo tonaete
Chanting that to myself again and again

  • そう /sou/：
    so; that way, here referring to the previous statement
  • 何度なんども /nando mo/：
    many times; over and over
  • 唱となえて /tonaete/：
    chanting or reciting (from 唱となえる; て-form links to what follows)
tsukamezu ni kiete yuku
Slipping away before I can grasp it

  • 掴つかめずに /tsukamezu ni/：
    without being able to grasp (from 掴つかむ; ずに negative of the potential form 掴める)
  • 消きえてゆく /kiete yuku/：
    gradually disappearing away (from 消きえる; 〜てゆく shows a change continuing onward)
yuutopia
Utopia

  • ユートピア /yuutopia/：
    utopia; ideal world (English: utopia)
ano toki kitto nee kitto
Back then, surely—surely

  • あの時とき /ano toki/：
    that time; back then
  • きっと /kitto/：
    surely; certainly, expressing strong conjecture or confidence
hikikaesu ni wa sukoshi dake
To turn back, it was just a little...

  • 引ひき返かえす /hikikaesu/：
    to turn back; to retrace one's steps
  • には /ni wa/：
    in order to; verb dictionary form + には sets a purpose or standard for evaluation
  • 少すこしだけ /sukoshi dake/：
    just a little
oso sugita you da
It seems it was already too late

  • 遅過おそすぎた /oso sugita/：
    was too late (from 遅おそい; adjective stem + 過ぎる means excessively)
  • ようだ /you da/：
    it seems; apparently, expressing a judgment from the situation
owari wo tsugeta
It announced the end

  • 終おわり /owari/：
    end; conclusion
  • 告つげた /tsugeta/：
    announced; informed (original form: 告つげる)
  • 終おわりを告つげる /owari wo tsugeru/：
    to announce or mark the end
kirei na hi datta
It was a beautiful day

  • 綺麗きれいな /kirei na/：
    beautiful; pretty; also, clean
  • 日ひ /hi/：
    day
  • だった /datta/：
    was; past form of the copula だ