ずっと真夜中でいいのに。 (Zutomayo) - 虚仮にしてくれ/Make a Fool of Me
hayaku tsutaeyou konseki mitsukaru mae ni
はやく伝えよう 痕跡見つかる前に
Let me tell you quickly, before the traces are found
はやく /hayaku/:
quickly; early; adverbial form of はやい
伝えよう /tsutaeyou/:
from 伝える, to convey or tell; volitional form meaning let me tell or I will tell
痕跡 /konseki/:
trace; evidence
見つかる /mitsukaru/:
to be found; to be discovered
wakatte iru noni nodo no oku ga ojikedzuku
わかっているのに 喉の奥が怖気付く
Though I understand, the back of my throat loses its nerve
わかっている /wakatte iru/:
from わかる, to understand; 〜ている marks a continuing state
のに /noni/:
although; even though, marking an unexpected contrast
奥 /oku/:
depths; inner part
怖気付く /ojikedzuku/:
to lose one's nerve; to become frightened
tsumi wa tsumetaku koko ni todomaru nda yo
罪は冷たく ここに留まるんだよ
The sin stays here, cold
冷たく /tsumetaku/:
from 冷たい, cold; adverbial form describing the state that follows
留まる /todomaru/:
to remain; to stay
んだ /nda/:
colloquial form of のだ, used for explanation or emphasis
yasashiku sawatte kokyuu ga dekiteru kedo
優しく触って 呼吸ができてるけど
Touch me gently; I can still breathe, but...
優しく /yasashiku/:
from 優しい, gentle; adverbial form meaning gently
触って /sawatte/:
from 触る, to touch; te-form linking to what follows or making a request
呼吸 /kokyuu/:
breathing; respiration
できてる /dekiteru/:
contraction of できている, meaning to be able to do or remain capable
けど /kedo/:
although; but, with the contrast left unfinished
kimi no chi no fukideru oto ga suki deshita
君の血の噴き出る音が 好きでした
I loved the sound of your blood spurting out
君 /kimi/:
you; a familiar second-person term
噴き
出る /fukideru/:
to spurt out; to gush out
好きでした /suki deshita/:
liked or loved; polite past form of 好きです
tokiori sukeru mujakisa ga tsukisasu nda
時折透ける無邪気さが 突き刺すんだ
The innocence that shows through at times pierces me
時折 /tokiori/:
sometimes; occasionally
透ける /sukeru/:
to show through; to be visible through something
無邪気さ /mujakisa/:
innocence; さ turns the adjectival noun 無邪気 into a noun denoting the quality
突き
刺す /tsukisasu/:
to pierce; to stab, figuratively causing emotional pain here
んだ /nda/:
colloquial form of のだ, adding explanation or emphasis
futsuu no kurashi wo yumemita sei dakara kana
ふつうの暮らしを 夢見たせいだからかな
Maybe it is because I dreamed of an ordinary life
ふつう /futsuu/:
ordinary; normal
暮らし /kurashi/:
life; livelihood; from 暮らす, to live
夢見た /yumemita/:
from 夢見る, to dream of; past form
せい /sei/:
because of; blame attributed to a cause, often negatively
だからかな /dakara kana/:
maybe it is because...; かな marks wondering or uncertainty
atatakai hodo shoudou osaerarenai
温かいほど 衝動抑えられない
The warmer it is, the less I can suppress the impulse
温かい /atatakai/:
warm; used for things, atmosphere, or feelings
ほど /hodo/:
to the extent that; the more...
衝動 /shoudou/:
impulse; urge
抑えられない /osaerarenai/:
from 抑える, to suppress; negative potential form meaning cannot suppress
konna ni namae wo yondari
こんなに名前を読んだり
Doing things like reading your name over and over
こんなに /konna ni/:
this much; so, indicating degree
読んだり /yondari/:
from 読む, to read; 〜たり lists an action as one example among others
furimuitari shicha dame da yo
振り向いたりしちゃだめだよ
You must not do things like turn around
振り
向いたり /furimuitari/:
from 振り向く, to turn around; 〜たり lists it as an example action
しちゃ /shicha/:
contraction of しては; with だめ it forms a prohibition
だめ /dame/:
no good; 〜ちゃだめ means must not do
boku wa boku wo koke ni shite kure to sou negau nda
僕は僕を 虚仮にしてくれと そう願うんだ
I pray that you will make a fool of me
僕 /boku/:
I; a first-person pronoun commonly used by males
虚仮にする /koke ni suru/:
to make a fool of; to treat someone as a fool
してくれ /shite kure/:
do it for me; imperative of 〜てくれる, direct and forceful
願う /negau/:
to wish; to pray; to request
んだ /nda/:
colloquial form of のだ, adding explanation or emphasis
sou yatte ochitsuketa nda
そうやって 落ち着けたんだ
That was how I managed to calm down
そうやって /sou yatte/:
in that way; by doing so
落ち
着けた /ochitsuketa/:
from 落ち着く, to calm down; past potential form meaning managed to calm down
んだ /nda/:
colloquial form of のだ, adding explanation or emphasis
kata wo kunde aruiteku
肩を組んで歩いてく
We walk on with our arms around each other's shoulders
肩を
組む /kata wo kumu/:
to put one's arm around another's shoulder; to walk arm in arm
歩いてく /aruiteku/:
contraction of 歩いていく, to walk away or continue walking onward
yurayura to oyoideru mitai na
ゆらゆらと泳いでるみたいな
As though we were swaying and swimming
泳いでる /oyoideru/:
contraction of 泳いでいる, meaning to be swimming
みたいな /mitai na/:
like; as if; the noun being modified is omitted here
kokochi ga hora nagusamete shimau
心地が ほら 慰めてしまう
See, that feeling ends up comforting me
心地 /kokochi/:
feeling; sensation; state of mind
慰めて /nagusamete/:
from 慰める, to comfort or console; te-form linking to what follows
てしまう /te shimau/:
marks completion or an involuntary or regrettable result; here, ends up doing
nakimushi datte koto hanarete kara itsumo omou koto
鳴き虫だってこと 離れてからいつも思うこと
That I am a crybaby is something I always realize only after leaving
鳴き
虫 /nakimushi/:
crybaby; normally written 泣き虫, but the lyric uses 鳴
だってこと /datte koto/:
the fact that...; colloquial って quotes and nominalizes the preceding statement
離れてから /hanarete kara/:
from 離れる, to leave or separate; 〜てから means after doing
いつも /itsumo/:
always; usually
思うこと /omou koto/:
something one thinks; こと nominalizes the preceding verb phrase
ame wa akaku hane wa tomaru
雨は紅く 羽は止まる
The rain turns crimson, and the wings come to a stop
紅く /akaku/:
crimson; adverbial form of 紅い
止まる /tomaru/:
to stop; to come to a halt
chigau kara kore de owari janai tte mada
違うから これで終わりじゃないってまだ
Because that is not it, I still say this is not the end
違うから /chigau kara/:
because it is different or that is not it; から marks the reason
これで /kore de/:
with this; at this point, here implying this is all
じゃない /janai/:
is not; colloquial form of ではない
って /tte/:
colloquial quotation marker equivalent to と
tsuchi no ko ni natte horikaeshite shimau kara
槌の子になって 掘り返してしまうから
Because I will become a tsuchinoko and dig it all back up
槌の
子 /tsuchi no ko/:
literally child of the hammer; a homophone of ツチノコ, a legendary hidden snake-like creature
になって /ni natte/:
becoming...; te-form of なる
掘り
返して /horikaeshite/:
from 掘り返す, to dig back up; also to reopen an old matter
てしまう /te shimau/:
marks completing something or doing it involuntarily or regrettably
itsu datte sou da yo
いつだってそうだよ
It is always like that
いつだって /itsu datte/:
always; at any time, more emphatic than いつも
kirameki dake ja hakanai yo
煌めきだけじゃ儚いよ
A sparkle alone is fleeting
煌めき /kirameki/:
sparkle; radiance; from the verb 煌めく
じゃ /ja/:
colloquial contraction of では; here meaning if it is only...
儚い /hakanai/:
fleeting; ephemeral; fragile
sokokashiko de omoide ga naguru nda yo
其処彼処で 思い出が殴るんだよ
Everywhere I turn, memories strike me
其処彼処 /sokokashiko/:
here and there; everywhere; a literary expression
思い
出 /omoide/:
memory; recollection
殴る /naguru/:
to hit; to punch; here memories are personified as striking
んだ /nda/:
colloquial form of のだ, adding explanation or emphasis
nande motto tte
なんでもっと、って
Thinking, why could there not have been more?
なんで /nande/:
why; a colloquial question word
もっと /motto/:
more; further; what should have been done more is left unstated
って /tte/:
colloquial quotation marker, introducing an inner thought
nante kettari wa shinai yo
なんて蹴ったりは、しないよ
I would never kick thoughts like that away
なんて /nante/:
such a thing as...; refers back to the quoted thought and can add emphasis or dismissal
蹴ったり /kettari/:
from 蹴る, to kick; 〜たり presents the action as an example
たりはしない /tari wa shinai/:
would never do; は highlights and emphatically negates the listed action
yawaraka na hirusagari
柔らかな昼下がり
A gentle afternoon
柔らかな /yawaraka na/:
soft; gentle; attributive form of 柔らかだ
昼下がり /hirusagari/:
early afternoon; shortly after noon
tsukutta obentou tabeyou
作ったお弁当食べよう
Let us eat the lunch I made
作った /tsukutta/:
from 作る, to make; past form modifying お弁当
お
弁当 /obentou/:
boxed lunch; お is a polite or beautifying prefix
食べよう /tabeyou/:
from 食べる, to eat; volitional form meaning let us eat
hottokarete fuete yuku koke ga boku da to yokatta
ほっとかれて 増えてゆく苔が 僕だとよかった
I wish I were the moss left alone to keep spreading
ほっとかれて /hottokarete/:
colloquial contraction of 放っておかれて, the passive of 放っておく, meaning to be left alone
増えてゆく /fuete yuku/:
from 増える, to increase; 〜てゆく shows a change continuing onward
僕 /boku/:
I; a first-person pronoun commonly used by males
だとよかった /da to yokatta/:
I wish it were...; expresses a counterfactual wish or regret
sou yatte hibi wo kutta nda
そうやって日々を喰ったんだ
That was how I devoured my days
そうやって /sou yatte/:
in that way; by doing so
日々 /hibi/:
days; day after day
喰った /kutta/:
from 喰う, to eat or devour; a rough or literary spelling of 食う, in the past form
んだ /nda/:
colloquial form of のだ, adding explanation or emphasis
konna ni namae wo yondari
こんなに名前を呼んだり
Doing things like calling your name over and over
こんなに /konna ni/:
this much; so, indicating degree
呼んだり /yondari/:
from 呼ぶ, to call; 〜たり lists an action as one example among others
furimuitari shicha dame da yo
振り向いたりしちゃだめだよ
You must not do things like turn around
振り
向いたり /furimuitari/:
from 振り向く, to turn around; 〜たり lists it as an example action
しちゃ /shicha/:
contraction of しては; with だめ it forms a prohibition
だめ /dame/:
no good; 〜ちゃだめ means must not do
boku wa boku wo koke ni shite kure to sou negau nda
僕は僕を 虚仮にしてくれと そう願うんだ
I pray that you will make a fool of me
僕 /boku/:
I; a first-person pronoun commonly used by males
虚仮にする /koke ni suru/:
to make a fool of; to treat someone as a fool
してくれ /shite kure/:
do it for me; imperative of 〜てくれる, direct and forceful
願う /negau/:
to wish; to pray; to request
んだ /nda/:
colloquial form of のだ, adding explanation or emphasis
sou yatte kami shibaita nda
そうやって 神しばいたんだ
That was how I beat up God
そうやって /sou yatte/:
in that way; by doing so
しばいた /shibaita/:
from しばく, to hit or beat up; rough colloquial speech, in the past form
んだ /nda/:
colloquial form of のだ, adding explanation or emphasis
ichimai no hane tenshi wa miataranai
一枚の羽 天使は見当たらない
One feather, but no angel is to be found
一枚 /ichimai/:
one flat item; 枚 is a counter for thin or flat objects
見当たらない /miataranai/:
from 見当たる, to be found; negative form meaning cannot be found or is nowhere in sight
kyou wa yowatte naderu chikara shika nakatta
今日は弱って 撫でる力しかなかった
Today I was weak and had only enough strength to stroke gently
弱って /yowatte/:
from 弱る, to weaken or grow feeble; te-form linking to what follows
撫でる /naderu/:
to stroke; to caress
力 /chikara/:
strength; power
しかなかった /shika nakatta/:
had only...; しか combines with a negative to mean nothing but, here in the past tense
akarui haikyo ni shitakute
明るい廃墟にしたくて
Wanting to turn it into a bright ruin
明るい /akarui/:
bright; cheerful
廃墟 /haikyo/:
ruins; abandoned remains
にしたくて /ni shitakute/:
wanting to make something into...; 〜にする plus たい, with the te-form linking or giving a reason
teien no shiro wa hakumei no sora e to tsuzuki
庭園の白は 薄明の空へと続き
The garden's white stretches on toward the twilight sky
庭園 /teien/:
garden; grounds
白 /shiro/:
white; here the color is treated as a noun describing the garden scenery
薄明 /hakumei/:
twilight; faint light at dawn or dusk
へと /e to/:
toward; more strongly emphasizes direction or destination than へ alone
続き /tsuzuki/:
from 続く, to continue or lead on; continuative form linking to the next line
nohara ga tekuno ni yurete iru
野原がテクノに揺れている
The field is swaying to techno
野原 /nohara/:
field; open country; meadow
テクノに
揺れている /tekuno ni yurete iru/:
swaying to techno, a genre of electronic dance music; 〜ている marks an ongoing action