あいみょん (Aimyon) - いちについて/About One
kantan ni shiawase ni nareru houhou wo sagashiteru
簡単に幸せになれる方法を探してる
I'm looking for a way to become happy easily
簡単に /kantan ni/:
easily; adverbial form of the na-adjective 簡単
幸せになる /shiawase ni naru/:
to become happy; noun/na-adjective + になる marks a change of state
なれる /nareru/:
can become; potential form of なる
方法 /houhou/:
method, way
探してる /sagashiteru/:
am looking for; colloquial contraction of 探している, from 探す
sonna kensaku bakari bakabakashii?
そんな検索ばかり馬鹿馬鹿しい?
Is it foolish to keep making searches like that?
そんな /sonna/:
that kind of; such
検索 /kensaku/:
search, lookup
ばかり /bakari/:
nothing but; repeatedly doing the same kind of thing
馬鹿馬鹿しい /bakabakashii/:
foolish, absurd, ridiculous
ii yo waratte
いいよ 笑って
It's okay—go ahead and laugh
いい /ii/:
good; also okay or permitted
笑って /waratte/:
laugh; te-form of 笑う, here functioning as a request or permissive command
toumei na hitomi de seken wo miraretara
透明な瞳で世間を見られたら
If I could see the world through transparent, unclouded eyes
透明な /toumei na/:
transparent; here also pure and unbiased
世間 /seken/:
the world; society
見られたら /miraretara/:
if one could see; potential form of 見る plus the conditional たら
doko made mo raku ni nareru no darou ka
どこまでも楽になれるのだろうか
Would that let me feel at ease without limit?
どこまでも /doko made mo/:
wherever; endlessly, as far as possible
楽になる /raku ni naru/:
to become comfortable or relieved; ~になる marks a change of state
なれる /nareru/:
can become; potential form of なる
のだろうか /no darou ka/:
I wonder whether; explanatory の plus the tentative question だろうか
otosareta sekai ga sukoshi nukarunde ita
落とされた世界が少し泥濘んでいた
The world I was dropped into was a little muddy
落とされた /otosareta/:
was dropped or cast down; past passive of 落とす
少し /sukoshi/:
a little, slightly
泥濘んでいた /nukarunde ita/:
was muddy; past continuous/resulting state of 泥濘む
hajime kara tsumazuita
はじめからつまづいた
I stumbled right from the start
はじめから /hajime kara/:
from the beginning; から marks the starting point
つまづいた /tsumazuita/:
stumbled or suffered a setback; past form of つまづく, also commonly spelled つまずく
pisutoru no oto wo dareka ga saegiru
ピストルの音を誰かが遮る
Someone blocks out the sound of a pistol
ピストル /pisutoru/:
pistol, handgun
誰か /dareka/:
someone; 誰 plus か denotes an unspecified person
遮る /saegiru/:
to block, interrupt, or shut out
kizutsukete katachi wo kaete iku ikikata de
傷つけて形を変えていく生き方で
By living in a way that wounds and keeps changing my shape
傷つけて /kizutsukete/:
hurting or wounding; te-form of 傷つける
形 /katachi/:
shape, form
変えていく /kaete iku/:
to keep changing; 変える plus ~ていく for a change continuing onward
生き
方 /ikikata/:
way of living; verb stem + 方 means a way of doing something
sou yatte ibasho wo mitsuketa yo
そうやって居場所を見つけたよ
That is how I found a place where I belong
そうやって /sou yatte/:
in that way; by doing so
居場所 /ibasho/:
one's place; somewhere one belongs
見つけた /mitsuketa/:
found; past form of 見つける
kawaritakute ikite
変わりたくて 生きて
Wanting to change, I keep living
変わりたくて /kawaritakute/:
wanting to change; 変わる + ~たい, with ~たくて linking to what follows or giving a reason
生きて /ikite/:
living; te-form of 生きる, trailing into an implied continuation
handan ga nibuku naru zen no hashikure de yubi wo kiru
判断が鈍くなる 善の端くれで指を切る
My judgment grows dull; I cut my finger on a mere fragment of goodness
判断 /handan/:
judgment, decision
鈍くなる /nibuku naru/:
to grow dull; i-adjective stem + くなる marks a change of quality
善 /zen/:
goodness, virtue
端くれ /hashikure/:
a scrap or insignificant part; also a humble term for a member of a group
切る /kiru/:
to cut; here, to cut one's finger
kimochi no warui egao ga kokoro namemawasu
気持ちの悪い笑顔が心舐め回す
A sickening smile licks all over my heart
気持ちの
悪い /kimochi no warui/:
unpleasant, creepy, or disgusting; often shortened to 気持ち悪い
笑顔 /egao/:
smile, smiling face
心 /kokoro/:
heart, mind, feelings; the object particle を is omitted after 心 here
舐め
回す /namemawasu/:
to lick all over; here a metaphor for intrusively violating the heart
mou kudaite
もう 砕いて
Enough—shatter it now
もう /mou/:
already; here conveying enough or at this point
砕いて /kudaite/:
shatter it; te-form of 砕く used as a request or command
doko ni demo aru you na
どこにでもあるような
The sort that seems to exist everywhere
どこにでも /doko ni demo/:
anywhere, everywhere; question word + でも gives an unrestricted meaning
ある /aru/:
to exist or be present, for inanimate things
ような /you na/:
like, such as, or seeming to be; modifies a following noun
okimari no fukou de
お決まりの不幸で
With the same old, predictable unhappiness
お
決まり /okimari/:
the usual pattern or tired routine; お softens the expression and can sound ironic
不幸 /fukou/:
unhappiness, misfortune
sono saki de kusaru ka wa jibun shidai na no ka
その先で腐るかは自分次第なのか
Is whether I rot beyond that point really up to me?
その
先 /sono saki/:
beyond that point; what lies ahead
腐る /kusaru/:
to rot or decay; figuratively, to sink into despair or corruption
~かは /ka wa/:
as for whether; turns an embedded yes/no question into the topic
自分次第 /jibun shidai/:
up to oneself; noun + 次第 means depending on that factor
なのか /na no ka/:
is it really...?; an explanatory, questioning ending
nokosareta jikan ga aseri wo sasoi tomadou
残された時間が焦りを誘い戸惑う
The time left stirs impatience, and I lose my way
残された /nokosareta/:
left or remaining; past passive of 残す
焦り /aseri/:
impatience, anxiety; noun form derived from 焦る
誘い /sasoi/:
stirring or inviting; continuative form of 誘う
戸惑う /tomadou/:
to be bewildered or at a loss
ikitakatta tooku made
行きたかった遠くまで
I wanted to go all the way somewhere far away
行きたかった /ikitakatta/:
wanted to go; past form of 行きたい, often suggesting an unrealized wish
遠くまで /tooku made/:
as far as a distant place; まで marks the endpoint
kiteki no oto sae dareka ga saegiru
汽笛の音さえ誰かが遮る
Someone blocks out even the sound of the whistle
汽笛 /kiteki/:
steam whistle; a ship's or train's horn
さえ /sae/:
even; emphasizes an extreme example
遮る /saegiru/:
to block, interrupt, or shut out
unmei ga amari ni shizuka ni mushibande kuru
運命があまりに 静かに蝕んでくる
Fate comes eating away at me far too quietly
運命 /unmei/:
fate, destiny
あまりに /amari ni/:
too, excessively, so very
静かに /shizuka ni/:
quietly; adverbial form of the na-adjective 静か
蝕んでくる /mushibande kuru/:
to come eating away or eroding; 蝕む + ~てくる shows a process approaching or developing toward the present
naze jiyuu wa yasashii furi wo shite
なぜ自由は優しいふりをして
Why does freedom pretend to be kind
優しい /yasashii/:
kind, gentle
ふりをして /furi wo shite/:
pretending to be; plain form + ふりをする means to put on an appearance, with the te-form linking onward
otoshiana wo tsukuru no
落とし穴を作るの
Only to set a pitfall?
落とし
穴 /otoshiana/:
pitfall, trap
作るの /tsukuru no/:
to make or set?; sentence-ending の creates an explanatory question, completing the prior line's why...?
otosareta sekai ga sukoshi nukarunde ita
落とされた世界が少し泥濘んでいた
The world I was dropped into was a little muddy
落とされた /otosareta/:
was dropped or cast down; past passive of 落とす
少し /sukoshi/:
a little, slightly
泥濘んでいた /nukarunde ita/:
was muddy; past continuous/resulting state of 泥濘む
hajime kara tsumazuita
はじめからつまづいた
I stumbled right from the start
はじめから /hajime kara/:
from the beginning; から marks the starting point
つまづいた /tsumazuita/:
stumbled or suffered a setback; past form of つまづく, also commonly spelled つまずく
pisutoru no oto wo dareka ga saegiru
ピストルの音を誰かが遮る
Someone blocks out the sound of a pistol
ピストル /pisutoru/:
pistol, handgun
誰か /dareka/:
someone; 誰 plus か denotes an unspecified person
遮る /saegiru/:
to block, interrupt, or shut out
kizutsukete katachi wo kaete iku ikikata de
傷つけて形を変えていく生き方で
By living in a way that wounds and keeps changing my shape
傷つけて /kizutsukete/:
hurting or wounding; te-form of 傷つける
形 /katachi/:
shape, form
変えていく /kaete iku/:
to keep changing; 変える plus ~ていく for a change continuing onward
生き
方 /ikikata/:
way of living; verb stem + 方 means a way of doing something
sou yatte ibasho wo mitsuketa yo
そうやって居場所を見つけたよ
That is how I found a place where I belong
そうやって /sou yatte/:
in that way; by doing so
居場所 /ibasho/:
one's place; somewhere one belongs
見つけた /mitsuketa/:
found; past form of 見つける
kawaritakute kawaritakute ikite
変わりたくて 変わりたくて 生きて
Wanting to change, longing to change, I keep living
変わりたくて /kawaritakute/:
wanting to change; 変わる + ~たい, repeated for emphasis, with ~たくて linking onward or giving a reason
生きて /ikite/:
living; te-form of 生きる, trailing into an implied continuation
kawaritakute ikite iku
変わりたくて 生きていく
Wanting to change, I will go on living
変わりたくて /kawaritakute/:
wanting to change; 変わる + ~たい, with ~たくて giving the motivation for what follows
生きていく /ikite iku/:
to go on living; ~ていく shows an action continuing from now into the future