ずっと真夜中でいいのに。 (Zutomayo) - TAIDADA/Taidada (A Talk of Laziness)




warikiru mae ni damatta kizutsuku mae ni waratta
I fell silent before cutting it off; I smiled before getting hurt.

  • る /warikiru/:
    to draw a clear line; to get over it
  • まえに /mae ni/:
    before
  • だまった /damatta/:
    fell silent
  • きずつく /kizutsuku/:
    to be hurt
  • わらった /waratta/:
    laughed

unazuku mae ni jidanda nagasareru mae ni yametanda
Before agreeing, I stamped my feet; before being swept along, I quit.

  • うなずく /unazuku/:
    to nod; to agree
  • 地団駄じだんだ /jidanda/:
    stamping one's feet
  • ながされる /nagasareru/:
    to be swept along
  • めたんだ /yametanda/:
    I quit; I gave it up

omamori mitai na goku wazuka na kyoutsuuten no
Of our tiny shared points, like a protective charm…

  • まもり /omamori/:
    protective charm
  • みたいな /mitai na/:
    like; resembling
  • ごく /goku/:
    extremely
  • わずかな /wazuka na/:
    slight; very little
  • 共通点きょうつうてん /kyoutsuuten/:
    common point

hashikure dake nigirishimete
Holding tightly to just that little fragment.

  • はしくれ /hashikure/:
    edge; small fragment
  • だけ /dake/:
    only
  • にぎりしめて /nigirishimete/:
    holding tightly

kyou sesshu shita yuushoku mo hiruyasumi wo oou shigusa mo
The dinner I had today, and the gestures that fill the lunch break too,

  • 今日きょう /kyou/:
    today
  • 摂取せっしゅした /sesshu shita/:
    consumed
  • 夕食ゆうしょく /yuushoku/:
    dinner
  • 昼休ひるやすみ /hiruyasumi/:
    lunch break
  • おおう /oou/:
    to cover; to envelop
  • 仕草しぐさ /shigusa/:
    gesture; mannerism

shiritai yokkyuu burasagatte guuzou no naka de sagashitetanda
With the urge to know hanging over me, I was searching among idols.

  • りたい /shiritai/:
    want to know
  • 欲求よっきゅう /yokkyuu/:
    desire; urge
  • ぶらさがって /burasagatte/:
    hanging
  • 偶像ぐうぞう /guuzou/:
    idol; image of worship
  • さがしてたんだ /sagashitetanda/:
    was searching

kore made ni nai kankaku tsuyoku semekomareru
A sensation unlike any before presses hard upon me.

  • これまで /kore made/:
    until now
  • ~にない /~ ni nai/:
    unprecedented; not found in ...
  • 感覚かんかく /kankaku/:
    sensation; sense
  • つよく /tsuyoku/:
    strongly
  • まれる /semekomareru/:
    to be pressed; invaded

jinrui nan da shi jiyuu jizai no hazu ga
We are human, so we should be free to do as we please, but…

  • 人類じんるい /jinrui/:
    humankind
  • ~なんだし /~ nan da shi/:
    because it is ...; after all
  • 自由自在じゆうじざい /jiyuu jizai/:
    freely; as one wishes
  • はずが /hazu ga/:
    should have been, but

orikou na soburi de aji ga shinai
Putting on a clever front, it has no flavor.

  • 利口りこう /orikou/:
    clever; well-behaved
  • 素振そぶり /soburi/:
    manner; pretense
  • あじ /aji/:
    taste; flavor
  • ~がしない /~ ga shinai/:
    to have no sense of ...

shinpai senyou douki ga kasoku suru
Heart-and-lung-only palpitations accelerate.

  • 心肺しんぱい /shinpai/:
    heart and lungs
  • 専用せんよう /senyou/:
    exclusive use
  • 動悸どうき /douki/:
    palpitations
  • 加速かそくする /kasoku suru/:
    to accelerate

ruuru wa owari wo tsugeru mono desho
Rules are there to announce an ending, aren't they?

  • ルール /ruuru/:
    rule
  • わり /owari/:
    end
  • げる /tsugeru/:
    to announce
  • もの /mono/:
    thing; something that
  • でしょ /desho/:
    right?; isn't it?

zenshin enjikit te yo zenkai de sono teido
Play it out with your whole body—at full throttle, is that all?

  • 全身ぜんしん /zenshin/:
    whole body
  • えんじきって /enjikitte/:
    to play through completely
  • 全開ぜんかい /zenkai/:
    full throttle
  • 程度ていど /teido/:
    degree; extent

bukiyou de yasashii dake de wa koeran nai desu
Being merely clumsy and kind won't get us over it.

  • 不器用ぶきよう /bukiyou/:
    clumsy; awkward
  • やさしい /yasashii/:
    kind; gentle
  • だけでは /dake de wa/:
    with only ...; if merely ...
  • えらんない /koeran nai/:
    cannot overcome

mie hatten janai
Aren't you putting on airs?

  • 見栄張みえはってん /mie hatten/:
    is putting on airs
  • じゃない /janai/:
    isn't it?

chanto sei what's your pain
Get it together—what's your pain?

  • ちゃんと /chanto/:
    properly; firmly
  • せい /sei/:
    do it!
  • pain /pein/:
    pain

kanjousen wo kimi to nette ikitain da yo
I want to work out this emotional battle with you.

  • 感情かんじょうせん /kanjousen/:
    emotional battle
  • きみ /kimi/:
    you
  • っていきたい /nette ikitai/:
    want to work out; want to develop
  • んだよ /n da yo/:
    an emphatic explanatory ending

naeru ze zenhoui kyuu ni darui yo
Every direction is deflating; suddenly I feel drained.

  • える /naeru/:
    to lose heart; to be deflated
  • ぜ /ze/:
    emphatic ending
  • 全方位ぜんほうい /zenhoui/:
    all directions
  • きゅうに /kyuu ni/:
    suddenly
  • だるい /darui/:
    sluggish; exhausted

kimi senyou no kokorogamae shika nai keredo
Though all I have is a mindset made just for you.

  • きみ専用せんよう /kimi senyou/:
    for you exclusively
  • 心構こころがまえ /kokorogamae/:
    mental preparedness
  • しか~ない /shika ~ nai/:
    nothing but ...
  • けれど /keredo/:
    though; but

pappara to mairou
Let's get on with it briskly.

  • まいろう /mairou/:
    let's go; shall we proceed

shinjitai yo machibuseta i yo
I want to believe; I want to lie in wait.

  • しんじたい /shinjitai/:
    want to believe
  • せたい /machibusetai/:
    want to lie in wait

okaeri tte omairi shite taiji
Saying welcome back, I pay a visit and defeat it.

  • かえり /okaeri/:
    welcome back
  • って /tte/:
    a casual quotation marker
  • まいり /omairi/:
    a shrine or temple visit
  • 退治たいじ /taiji/:
    subjugation; defeating

odaiji ni taidan da ranbada
Take care—it's a dialogue, a lambada.

  • 大事だいじに /odaiji ni/:
    take care; get well soon
  • 対談たいだん /taidan/:
    dialogue; talk
  • ランバダ /ranbada/:
    lambada

taida da kauntodaun
It's laziness—a countdown.

  • 怠惰たいだ /taida/:
    laziness
  • countdown /kauntodaun/:
    countdown

kowareru no wa akke nai dandan henji ga sokke nai
Breaking is all too easy, and the replies gradually grow curt.

  • こわれる /kowareru/:
    to break
  • 呆気あっけない /akke nai/:
    surprisingly easy; anticlimactic
  • だんだん /dandan/:
    gradually
  • 返事へんじ /henji/:
    reply; response
  • ない /sokke nai/:
    curt; cold

kureyuku houmen hashitte ushinatte kizuku no samui jan ka
Running toward the darkening direction—realizing it only after losing it is bleak, isn't it?

  • れゆく /kureyuku/:
    to grow dark; to fade away
  • 方面ほうめん /houmen/:
    direction
  • はしって /hashitte/:
    running
  • うしなって /ushinatte/:
    losing
  • づく /kizuku/:
    to notice; realize
  • ~じゃんか /~ jan ka/:
    isn't it?

omamori mitai na goku wazuka na kyoutsuuten no
Of our tiny shared points, like a protective charm…

  • まもり /omamori/:
    protective charm
  • みたいな /mitai na/:
    like; resembling
  • ごく /goku/:
    extremely
  • わずかな /wazuka na/:
    slight; very little
  • 共通点きょうつうてん /kyoutsuuten/:
    common point

hashikure doko ni wasureta no
Where did I leave that little fragment behind?

  • はしくれ /hashikure/:
    edge; small fragment
  • どこ /doko/:
    where
  • わすれた /wasureta/:
    forgot; left behind

fuantei kouzou endoresu
An unstable structure, endless.

  • 不安定ふあんてい /fuantei/:
    unstable
  • 構造こうぞう /kouzou/:
    structure
  • エンドレス /endo resu/:
    endless

te ni haireba zatsu ni atsukatte
Once it is in hand, you handle it carelessly.

  • はいる /te ni hairu/:
    to obtain; to come into one's hands
  • ~ば /~ ba/:
    if; once
  • ざつに /zatsu ni/:
    carelessly; roughly
  • あつかって /atsukatte/:
    handling; treating

wazato inakunatte mitari
And then trying to disappear on purpose.

  • わざと /wazato/:
    on purpose
  • なくなる /inakunaru/:
    to be gone; disappear
  • ~てみたり /~ te mitari/:
    doing things like trying to ...

kakurenbo mo tama ni wa daiji da to omou
I think hide-and-seek is important sometimes too.

  • かくれんぼ /kakurenbo/:
    hide-and-seek
  • たまには /tama ni wa/:
    sometimes
  • 大事だいじ /daiji/:
    important
  • ~とおもう /to omou/:
    to think that ...

jibun wo mamoru nenriki bakari tsuyoku naru kedo
Yet the psychic force that protects myself only grows stronger.

  • 自分じぶん /jibun/:
    oneself
  • まもる /mamoru/:
    to protect
  • 念力ねんりき /nenriki/:
    psychic power
  • ばかり /bakari/:
    only; nothing but
  • つよくなる /tsuyoku naru/:
    to become stronger
  • けど /kedo/:
    but; though

jinrui nan da shi jiyuu jizai no hazu ga
We are human, so we should be free to do as we please, but…

  • 人類じんるい /jinrui/:
    humankind
  • ~なんだし /~ nan da shi/:
    because it is ...; after all
  • 自由自在じゆうじざい /jiyuu jizai/:
    freely; as one wishes
  • はずが /hazu ga/:
    should have been, but

orikou na soburi de aji ga shinai
Putting on a clever front, it has no flavor.

  • 利口りこう /orikou/:
    clever; well-behaved
  • 素振そぶり /soburi/:
    manner; pretense
  • あじ /aji/:
    taste; flavor
  • ~がしない /~ ga shinai/:
    to have no sense of ...

shinpai sen yo douki ga kasoku suru
I won't worry, yet my palpitations accelerate.

  • 心配しんぱいせん /shinpai sen/:
    do not worry
  • 動悸どうき /douki/:
    palpitations
  • 加速かそくする /kasoku suru/:
    to accelerate

ruuru wa owari wo tsugeru mono desho
Rules are there to announce an ending, aren't they?

  • ルール /ruuru/:
    rule
  • わり /owari/:
    end
  • げる /tsugeru/:
    to announce
  • もの /mono/:
    thing; something that
  • でしょ /desho/:
    right?; isn't it?

la la la lai
La-la-la-lai.

zenshin enjikit te yo zenkai de sono teido
Play it out with your whole body—at full throttle, is that all?

  • 全身ぜんしん /zenshin/:
    whole body
  • えんじきって /enjikitte/:
    to play through completely
  • 全開ぜんかい /zenkai/:
    full throttle
  • 程度ていど /teido/:
    degree; extent

bukiyou de yasashii dake de wa koeran nai desu
Being merely clumsy and kind won't get us over it.

  • 不器用ぶきよう /bukiyou/:
    clumsy; awkward
  • やさしい /yasashii/:
    kind; gentle
  • だけでは /dake de wa/:
    with only ...; if merely ...
  • えらんない /koeran nai/:
    cannot overcome

mie hatten janai
Aren't you putting on airs?

  • 見栄張みえはってん /mie hatten/:
    is putting on airs
  • じゃない /janai/:
    isn't it?

chanto sei what's your pain
Get it together—what's your pain?

  • ちゃんと /chanto/:
    properly; firmly
  • せい /sei/:
    do it!
  • pain /pein/:
    pain

kanjusei wo kimi to nette ikitain da yo
I want to work through this sensitivity with you.

  • 感受性かんじゅせい /kanjusei/:
    sensitivity
  • きみ /kimi/:
    you
  • っていきたい /nette ikitai/:
    want to work out; want to develop
  • んだよ /n da yo/:
    an emphatic explanatory ending

tokiakase nai mono osorenaide ite
Please do not fear what cannot be unraveled.

  • かせない /tokiakasenai/:
    cannot unravel; cannot explain
  • もの /mono/:
    thing
  • おそれないでいて /osorenaide ite/:
    please keep from fearing

yomitoremasu ka ne mitsukete
Can you read it from this? Find it.

  • れますか /yomitoremasu ka/:
    can you read; can you infer
  • かね /ka ne/:
    I wonder; can ...?
  • みつけて /mitsukete/:
    find; discover

kuda wo maku chikazuku hodo teki de aru
To rant; the closer we get, the more we are enemies.

  • くだく /kuda wo maku/:
    to rant; to grumble
  • ちかづくほど /chikazuku hodo/:
    the closer, the more ...
  • てき /teki/:
    enemy
  • である /de aru/:
    to be

surechigatte mo tsuyogari ruuzaa
Even when we pass each other by, we're bluffing losers.

  • すれちがっても /surechigatte mo/:
    even if we pass each other by
  • つよがり /tsuyogari/:
    bluffing; putting on a brave face
  • ルーザー /ruuzaa/:
    loser

gokai bakari mujaki na ansaa
An innocent answer full of misunderstandings.

  • 誤解ごかい /gokai/:
    misunderstanding
  • ばかり /bakari/:
    only; nothing but
  • 無邪気むじゃき /mujaki/:
    innocent; naive
  • アンサー /ansaa/:
    answer

warugi ga nai no ga ichiban zurui jan
Having no bad intentions is the most unfair thing, isn't it?

  • 悪気わるぎ /warugi/:
    bad intention
  • い /nai/:
    not exist; have no
  • のが /no ga/:
    the fact that ...
  • 一番いちばん /ichiban/:
    most; number one
  • ずるい /zurui/:
    unfair; sneaky
  • じゃん /jan/:
    isn't it?

souzetsu na kanchigai de itai jan
Don't we want to remain in a spectacular misunderstanding?

  • 壮絶そうぜつな /souzetsu na/:
    fierce; spectacular
  • 勘違かんちがい /kanchigai/:
    mistake; misunderstanding
  • ~でいたい /~ de itai/:
    want to remain ...
  • じゃん /jan/:
    isn't it?

nigete mo hima da shi tatakaimashou
Even if we run, we'd only be idle—let's fight.

  • げても /nigete mo/:
    even if we run away
  • ひま /hima/:
    free time; idle
  • ~だし /~ da shi/:
    besides; because
  • たたかいましょう /tatakaimashou/:
    let's fight

zenshin enjikit te yo zenkai de sono teido
Play it out with your whole body—at full throttle, is that all?

  • 全身ぜんしん /zenshin/:
    whole body
  • えんじきって /enjikitte/:
    to play through completely
  • 全開ぜんかい /zenkai/:
    full throttle
  • 程度ていど /teido/:
    degree; extent

bukiyou de yasashii dake de wa koeran nai desu
Being merely clumsy and kind won't get us over it.

  • 不器用ぶきよう /bukiyou/:
    clumsy; awkward
  • やさしい /yasashii/:
    kind; gentle
  • だけでは /dake de wa/:
    with only ...; if merely ...
  • えらんない /koeran nai/:
    cannot overcome

mie hatten janai
Aren't you putting on airs?

  • 見栄張みえはってん /mie hatten/:
    is putting on airs
  • じゃない /janai/:
    isn't it?

chanto sei what's your pain
Get it together—what's your pain?

  • ちゃんと /chanto/:
    properly; firmly
  • せい /sei/:
    do it!
  • pain /pein/:
    pain

kanjou nai toki koso toitadasun da yo
It is when there are no feelings that we must question it closely.

  • 感情かんじょう /kanjou/:
    emotion; feeling
  • ないとき /nai toki/:
    when there is no ...
  • こそ /koso/:
    precisely; exactly
  • ただすんだ /toitadasun da/:
    to question closely; to press

naeru ze zenhoui kyuu ni darui yo
Every direction is deflating; suddenly I feel drained.

  • える /naeru/:
    to lose heart; to be deflated
  • ぜ /ze/:
    emphatic ending
  • 全方位ぜんほうい /zenhoui/:
    all directions
  • きゅうに /kyuu ni/:
    suddenly
  • だるい /darui/:
    sluggish; exhausted

nani mo yattenai kuse ni
Even though you haven't done anything,

  • なにも~ない /nani mo ~ nai/:
    not ... anything
  • やってない /yattenai/:
    has not done
  • くせに /kuse ni/:
    despite; even though

iiwake bakka kuchi ni suru na yo
Don't keep making nothing but excuses.

  • わけ /iiwake/:
    excuse
  • ばっか /bakka/:
    nothing but
  • くちにする /kuchi ni suru/:
    to say; to put into words
  • ~するな /~ suru na/:
    don't do ...

shinjitai yo machibusetai yo
I want to believe; I want to lie in wait.

  • しんじたい /shinjitai/:
    want to believe
  • せたい /machibusetai/:
    want to lie in wait

okaeri tte omairi shite wa
Saying welcome back, and then paying a visit…

  • かえり /okaeri/:
    welcome back
  • って /tte/:
    a casual quotation marker
  • まいり /omairi/:
    a shrine or temple visit
  • ~ては /~ te wa/:
    after doing ...; whenever ...

tsukarehatete nemuritai
I want to be exhausted and fall asleep.

  • つかてて /tsukarehatete/:
    being exhausted
  • ねむりたい /nemuritai/:
    want to sleep

kedo hottokenai jitai taidada
But it is a situation I cannot leave alone: Taidada.

  • けど /kedo/:
    but
  • ほっとけない /hottokenai/:
    cannot leave alone
  • 事態じたい /jitai/:
    situation
  • たいだん /taidada/:
    a wordplay on dialogue and laziness