ツユ (TUYU) - アンダーキッズ/Under Kids
ツユ (TUYU)


saiaku da saitei da
This is awful, the absolute worst.

  • 最悪さいあく /saiaku/：
    awful; the worst
  • 最低さいてい /saitei/：
    the worst; lowest
omaera no sei da
It is all your fault.

  • お前まえら /omaera/：
    you all (rough)
  • せい /sei/：
    fault; because of
somosomo tanondemo nai noni umu no yamete
I never asked you to give birth to me, so stop it.

  • そもそも /somosomo/：
    to begin with
  • 頼たのんでもない /tanondemo nai/：
    did not even ask
  • 産うむ /umu/：
    to give birth
  • やめて /yamete/：
    stop it
saisho kara inakereba raku datta noni
It would have been easier if I had not existed from the start.

  • 最初さいしょ /saisho/：
    the beginning
  • 居いなければ /inakereba/：
    if one is not there
  • 楽らく /raku/：
    easy; comfortable
  • のに /noni/：
    although; if only
sore nanoni
And yet.

  • それなのに /sore nanoni/：
    and yet; nevertheless
omaera no sei da
It is all your fault.

  • お前まえら /omaera/：
    you all (rough)
  • せい /sei/：
    fault; because of
ibasho no hitotsu mo rokuni nai watashitachi no
We do not even have a single proper place to belong.

  • 居場所いばしょ /ibasho/：
    place where one belongs
  • 一ひとつも～無ない /hitotsu mo nai/：
    not even one
  • ろくに /rokuni/：
    properly; sufficiently
  • わたし達たち /watashitachi/：
    we
hangeki no hibi da
These are our days of fighting back.

  • 反撃はんげき /hangeki/：
    counterattack
  • 日々ひび /hibi/：
    days; daily life
ai no seikai mo shiranai kedo
I do not even know what the right answer to love is, but.

  • 愛あい /ai/：
    love
  • 正解せいかい /seikai/：
    correct answer
  • 知しらない /shiranai/：
    do not know
  • けど /kedo/：
    but; although
ima ga tanoshikereba sore de ii yo ne
As long as we are happy now, that is enough, right?

  • 今いま /ima/：
    now
  • 楽たのしければ /tanoshikereba/：
    if it is enjoyable
  • それで良いい /sore de ii/：
    that is enough
  • よね /yo ne/：
    right?
kono machi no shokimen ni tsunagari wa inai kedo
I have no connections among this town's original members, though.

  • 街まち /machi/：
    town; street
  • 初期しょきメン /shokimen/：
    original member
  • 繋つながり /tsunagari/：
    connection
  • 居いない /inai/：
    not be there
yonayona mita nyūsu no dōga de shitta yo
I learned it from the news videos I watched night after night.

  • 夜よな夜よな /yonayona/：
    night after night
  • ニュース /nyūsu/：
    news
  • 動画どうが /dōga/：
    video
  • 知しった /shitta/：
    learned
koko ja watashi mitai na fukō na kotachi ga
Here, there are unhappy children like me.

  • 此処ここ /koko/：
    here
  • じゃ /ja/：
    at; in (colloquial では)
  • みたいな /mitai na/：
    like; similar to
  • 不幸ふこう /fukō/：
    unhappiness; unfortunate
  • 子こ達たち /kotachi/：
    children
sugoshiteru n datte
I heard they live here.

  • 過すごしてる /sugoshiteru/：
    are spending time; living
  • んだって /n datte/：
    I heard that
nakenashi no okozukai de seifuku soroete
With my meager allowance, I put together a school uniform.

  • なけなし /nakenashi/：
    one's last little bit
  • お小遣こづかい /okozukai/：
    allowance; pocket money
  • 制服せいふく /seifuku/：
    uniform
  • 揃そろえて /soroete/：
    gathered; got together
tegoro na yaiba ni kusuri mo tairyō ni
Along with a handy blade and a large amount of over-the-counter medicine.

  • 手頃てごろ /tegoro/：
    handy; suitable
  • 刃やいば /yaiba/：
    blade
  • 市販薬くすり /kusuri/：
    over-the-counter medicine
  • 大量たいりょうに /tairyō ni/：
    in large quantities
randoseru ni iretara
Once I put them in my school backpack.

  • ランドセル /randoseru/：
    Japanese school backpack
  • 入いれたら /iretara/：
    once I put in; if I put in
sā shuppatsu da
Now, it is time to set off.

  • 出発しゅっぱつ /shuppatsu/：
    departure
akogare wa
Longing.

  • 憧あこがれ /akogare/：
    longing; admiration
kojirasete shimaeba shimau hodo
The more I let it become twisted and complicated.

  • 拗こじらせて /kojirasete/：
    make complicated; let fester
  • てしまえば /te shimaeba/：
    if one ends up doing
  • ほど /hodo/：
    the more; to the extent
kono mi wo mushibande ku no kyō mo kaseganakya
The more it eats away at me. I have to earn money again today.

  • 身み /mi/：
    body; oneself
  • 蝕むしばんでく /mushibande ku/：
    keeps eating away at
  • 今日きょう /kyō/：
    today
  • 稼かせがなきゃ /kaseganakya/：
    have to earn
watashi okaidoku dakara motto kite yo
I am such a bargain, so come see me more, okay?

  • お買かい得どく /okaidoku/：
    a bargain; good value
  • だから /dakara/：
    so; therefore
  • もっと /motto/：
    more
  • 来きて /kite/：
    come
mitsuidemo
Even if I spend money on you.

  • 貢みついでも /mitsuidemo/：
    even if I lavish money on you
anata wa anata wa
You, you.

  • あなた /anata/：
    you
me wo awasete wa kurenai no ne
You will not even meet my eyes, will you.

  • 目めを合あわせる /me wo awaseru/：
    make eye contact
  • てはくれない /te wa kurenai/：
    will not do for me
  • のね /no ne/：
    I see; you know
hontō wa mō zenbu shitteru yo
The truth is, I already know everything.

  • 本当ほんとう /hontō/：
    truth; really
  • もう /mō/：
    already
  • 全部ぜんぶ /zenbu/：
    all; everything
  • 知しってる /shitteru/：
    know
datte hora
Because, look.

  • だって /datte/：
    because
kizu no kazu wa zutto fueten da yo
The number of wounds keeps growing, you know.

  • 傷きず /kizu/：
    wound; scar
  • 数かず /kazu/：
    number; count
  • ずっと /zutto/：
    all along
  • 増ふえてんだ /fueten da/：
    is increasing
kyō mo asu mo kizamu dake ne
Today and tomorrow, I only keep carving them in.

  • 今日きょう /kyō/：
    today
  • 明日あす /asu/：
    tomorrow
  • 刻きざむ /kizamu/：
    to carve; engrave
  • だけ /dake/：
    only
karada mo kokoro mo zutazuta no watashi
Me, with both body and heart torn to pieces.

  • 身体からだ /karada/：
    body
  • 心こころ /kokoro/：
    heart; mind
demo ikiteru no dakara
But I am alive, so.

  • でも /demo/：
    but
  • 生いきてる /ikiteru/：
    am alive
  • だから /dakara/：
    so; therefore
dare demo ii uso demo ii kara mitomete
Anyone will do—even a lie will do—so please acknowledge me.

  • 誰だれでも /dare demo/：
    anyone
  • 嘘うそ /uso/：
    lie
  • でも良いい /demo ii/：
    even if; it is okay
  • 認みとめて /mitomete/：
    acknowledge; accept
saigo no nigeba dakara sa
Because this is my last refuge.

  • 最後さいご /saigo/：
    last; final
  • 逃にげ場ば /nigeba/：
    refuge; escape
  • だからさ /dakara sa/：
    that is why
yume demo kamawanai kara
I do not mind even if it is only a dream.

  • 夢ゆめ /yume/：
    dream
  • 構かまわない /kamawanai/：
    do not mind
  • から /kara/：
    because
te tsunaide iyō yo
Let us keep holding hands.

  • 手て繋つなぐ /te tsunagu/：
    hold hands
  • ていよう /te iyō/：
    let us keep doing
ai no shōtai mo shiranai kedo
I do not know love's true nature either, but.

  • 愛あい /ai/：
    love
  • 正体しょうたい /shōtai/：
    true nature; identity
  • 知しらない /shiranai/：
    do not know
  • けど /kedo/：
    but; although
ima ga tanoshikereba sore de ii yo ne
As long as we are happy now, that is enough, right?

  • 今いま /ima/：
    now
  • 楽たのしければ /tanoshikereba/：
    if it is enjoyable
  • それで良いい /sore de ii/：
    that is enough
  • よね /yo ne/：
    right?
datte hora
Because, look.

  • だって /datte/：
    because
yomei datte zutto heri tsuzukete
Even my remaining lifespan keeps diminishing.

  • 余命よめい /yomei/：
    remaining lifespan
  • だって /datte/：
    even
  • 減へり続つづけて /heri tsuzukete/：
    keep decreasing
  • ずっと /zutto/：
    continually
watashi no kachi ima dore kurai
How much am I worth now?

  • 価値かち /kachi/：
    value; worth
  • 今いま /ima/：
    now
  • どれくらい /dore kurai/：
    how much; how long
itsu made kono machi de ikite iku koto ga dekiru no kana
How long will I be able to go on living in this town?

  • いつまで /itsu made/：
    until when
  • 街まち /machi/：
    town; street
  • 生いきていく /ikite iku/：
    to go on living
  • ことが出来できる /koto ga dekiru/：
    can do; be able to
  • のかな /no kana/：
    I wonder if
toki no nagare ga okashikute mō ano ko mo inai ne
The flow of time feels strange, and that child is gone now too.

  • 時とき /toki/：
    time
  • 流ながれ /nagare/：
    flow; passage
  • おかしくて /okashikute/：
    being strange
  • もう /mō/：
    already
  • 居いない /inai/：
    not be there
saigo no nigeba dakara sa
Because this is my last refuge.

  • 最後さいご /saigo/：
    last; final
  • 逃にげ場ば /nigeba/：
    refuge; escape
  • だからさ /dakara sa/：
    that is why
kore ijō ochite shimaeba
If I sink any lower than this.

  • これ以上いじょう /kore ijō/：
    any more; beyond this
  • 堕おちて /ochite/：
    fall; sink into depravity
  • てしまえば /te shimaeba/：
    if one ends up doing
kono yo ni baibai kana
Maybe it will be goodbye to this world.

  • この世よ /kono yo/：
    this world
  • かな /kana/：
    I wonder; maybe
saiaku da saitei da
This is awful, the absolute worst.

  • 最悪さいあく /saiaku/：
    awful; the worst
  • 最低さいてい /saitei/：
    the worst; lowest
omaera no sei da
It is all your fault.

  • お前まえら /omaera/：
    you all (rough)
  • せい /sei/：
    fault; because of
shinu made yurusu koto nai wa yobu no mo yamete
I will never forgive you as long as I live; stop calling me too.

  • 死しぬまで /shinu made/：
    until death
  • 許ゆるす /yurusu/：
    to forgive; permit
  • ことない /koto nai/：
    will not; never
  • 呼よぶ /yobu/：
    to call
  • やめて /yamete/：
    stop it
saisho kara erabereba raku datta noni
It would have been easier if I could have chosen from the beginning.

  • 最初さいしょ /saisho/：
    the beginning
  • 選えらべれば /erabereba/：
    if one could choose
  • 楽らく /raku/：
    easy; comfortable
  • のに /noni/：
    although; if only
sore nanoni
And yet.

  • それなのに /sore nanoni/：
    and yet; nevertheless
omaera no sei da
It is all your fault.

  • お前まえら /omaera/：
    you all (rough)
  • せい /sei/：
    fault; because of
ibasho no hitotsu mo rokuni nai watashitachi no
We do not even have a single proper place to belong.

  • 居場所いばしょ /ibasho/：
    place where one belongs
  • 一ひとつも～無ない /hitotsu mo nai/：
    not even one
  • ろくに /rokuni/：
    properly; sufficiently
  • わたし達たち /watashitachi/：
    we
hangeki no hibi da
These are our days of fighting back.

  • 反撃はんげき /hangeki/：
    counterattack
  • 日々ひび /hibi/：
    days; daily life
datta noni
Though that was how it was supposed to be.

  • だったのに /datta noni/：
    although it was; even though it was
hito no kazu de gomakashita tte
Even if I try to cover it up with the number of other people.

  • 他人ひと /hito/：
    other people
  • 数かず /kazu/：
    number; count
  • 誤魔化ごまかしたって /gomakashitatte/：
    even if I cover up
umaru koto nai kono kokoro ga
This heart that can never be filled.

  • 埋うまる /umaru/：
    to be filled
  • ことない /koto nai/：
    never; not
  • 心こころ /kokoro/：
    heart; mind
fureta kioku sura nai ai wo motome ima sakebi dashite
Seeking love I do not even remember touching, I begin to cry out now.

  • 触ふれた /fureta/：
    touched
  • 記憶きおく /kioku/：
    memory
  • すら /sura/：
    even
  • 愛あい /ai/：
    love
  • 求もとめ /motome/：
    seeking
  • 叫さけびだして /sakebi dashite/：
    begin to cry out
kono machi no naka demo shiawase ni naremasen ka
Can I not find happiness even in this town?

  • 街まち /machi/：
    town; street
  • 中なか /naka/：
    inside; among
  • 幸しあわせ /shiawase/：
    happiness
  • なれませんか /naremasen ka/：
    can I not become
soto no sekai wa kowakute
The outside world is frightening.

  • 外そと /soto/：
    outside
  • 世界せかい /sekai/：
    world
  • 怖こわくて /kowakute/：
    being scary
koko shika yurusarenakute
I am only allowed to be here.

  • 此処ここ /koko/：
    here
  • しか～ない /shika nai/：
    only; nothing but
  • 許ゆるされなくて /yurusarenakute/：
    not be allowed
ā mō happō fusagari da
Ah, I am completely trapped now.

  • もう /mō/：
    already
  • 八方塞はっぽうふさがり /happō fusagari/：
    blocked on all sides; trapped
sō yatte isshō
Like that, for a lifetime.

  • そうやって /sō yatte/：
    like that; that way
  • 一生いっしょう /isshō/：
    a lifetime
ikizumari nagara ikite
Living while constantly reaching a dead end.

  • 行いき詰づまり /ikizumari/：
    dead end; impasse
  • ながら /nagara/：
    while
  • 生いきて /ikite/：
    living
ā zetsubō datte shitsubō datte
Ah, whether it is despair or disappointment.

  • 絶望ぜつぼう /zetsubō/：
    despair
  • 失望しつぼう /shitsubō/：
    disappointment
  • だって /datte/：
    even; whether it is
tō ni sutatteru yo
They have long since worn out.

  • とうに /tō ni/：
    long ago; already
  • 廃すたってる /sutatteru/：
    have become obsolete
hane no nai konna karada ni wa
For a body like this, without wings.

  • 羽根はね /hane/：
    wing; feather
  • ない /nai/：
    not have; there is not
  • こんな /konna/：
    this kind of
  • 身体からだ /karada/：
    body
jigoku ga oniai datte
They say hell is what suits me.

  • 地獄じごく /jigoku/：
    hell
  • お似合にあい /oniai/：
    a good match; suitable
  • だって /datte/：
    they say
dareka no waraigoe de mimi ga itakute
Someone's laughter makes my ears hurt.

  • 誰だれか /dareka/：
    someone
  • 笑わらい声ごえ /waraigoe/：
    laughter
  • 耳みみ /mimi/：
    ear
  • 痛いたくて /itakute/：
    hurting
seizei ima tanoshinde ne
Enjoy yourself while you can, okay?

  • せいぜい /seizei/：
    as much as possible
  • 今いま /ima/：
    now
  • 楽たのしんで /tanoshinde/：
    enjoy yourself
shōrai kono kuni goto owaru kara
Because in the future, this whole country will end too.

  • 将来しょうらい /shōrai/：
    future
  • 国くに /kuni/：
    country
  • ごと /goto/：
    together with; whole
  • 終おわる /owaru/：
    to end
  • から /kara/：
    because
areru dake ima arete
Rage and fall apart as much as you can now.

  • 荒あれる /areru/：
    to become wild; fall apart
  • だけ /dake/：
    as much as; only
  • 今いま /ima/：
    now
chikai mirai de hora horobimasho
Look, let us perish in the near future.

  • 近ちかい /chikai/：
    near
  • 未来みらい /mirai/：
    future
  • 滅ほろびましょ /horobimasho/：
    let us perish